哪里有真爱存在，哪里就有奇迹。
爱情就像一只蝴蝶，他喜欢飞到哪里，就把快乐带到哪里。
假如每次想起你我都会得到一朵鲜花， 那么我将永远在花丛中徜徉。
有了你，我迷失了自我。
失去你，我多么希望自己再度迷失。
每一个沐浴在爱河中的人都是诗人。
看看我的眼睛 ，你会发现你对我而言意味着什么。
因为有你，我懂得了爱。

about FRIDAY

TO: candyL :)

OMG candddy TT
im so so so sorry
i ffk u to go some party
but in the end tak jadi ~

i FFK YOU FOR THAT PERSON
(who invited me to her party and told me im not invited ANYMORE in last min)
OMG I CANT BELIEVE THAT I FFK U FOR HER zz
HOW SILLY , HOW STUPID, HOW IDIOT AM I ==
bloody hell ~
i SHOULD HAVE JUST FFK THEM RIGHT?
CHIU, NO NID TO RESPECT .
i respect , i tio hurt
so why should i?

haiz
i feel so (@#&!(&$(#$(!(@#&$(@& that day and i wanna go out with u
but i'll feel bad if i ask u to go out agn :(
it'll be like
OH, i got plan, i cant go out with you
my plan cancelled , let's go out !

I dont wanna do this to youu .
thats why i went back early
sorry yea , Next week? :D
This time , i promise , no matter what , i wont FFK :D

Chloe's bday outing :D

happy belated bday again baybeh :D
hope u had fun with us yesterday ^^

she got HEELS , 2 SHITS and 1 Kitschen sunglasses from us :P
hahaha me and jean bought heels for her
sharon prepared 2 dabian for her (soft toys)
and sann bought kitschen sunglasses for her .
haha ;D

yesterday we kinda like , did some WINDOW shopping ? xD
but money still fly away ~ ==
go out with 60 bucks , came back with 2 bucks
cannot go out adi :O

thn Jean's mom fetch me to DU
THANKS ALOT AUNTY ! and jean , too :D

thn went leons house
chg shoe , take ball
ciao ~

thn coach was like damn no mood
cause damn alot ppl didnt come for training -.-
so we just start nia
no warm up , no basics :D
syiok !

hahah jeaaan , im lucky enough, i know :D
lol i'll post up the pictures SOON laar , lazy now . heeh =D

p/s ;
Veron , pillow fight lagi ? :D
shen , dont jealous yea :DD

禱告 ♥

禱告，因為我渺小；
禱告，因為我知道我需要明暸，你心意對我重要。
禱告，已假裝不了；
禱告，因為你的愛我需要；
你關懷，我走過的你都明白。

有些事我只想要對你說，因你比任何人都愛我；
痛苦從眼中流下，我知道你為我擦。
在早晨我也要來對你說，主耶穌今天我為你活；
所需要的力量你天天賜給我，你恩典夠我用。

♥

THANKS CANDYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!
omg i love u so muchhieeeeeee !!!! :DD

passed my interview = PPSS INTERVIEW :)
ai si ni le :D

x


规则:
一,被点者请在自己的网志上打上答案

二，请传给另外十个人

三，传阅人请在这十位被点的人的留言板上通知他，他被点咯!

四, 这当中的十位不得拒绝

五,被点者请注明被谁点了在哪里接到再传给下十位

六，这些被点名者，你们被点会祝福七，不可回点哦，并且愿望会实现和得到幸福

坐上幸福热气球，开始咯~


幸福热气球：第一阶段
1.绰号: Susan
2.星座：Taurus
3.生日：95 05 02
4.兴趣：Basketball
5.血型：wo bu zhi dao ~
6.最宝贵的东西：TA :D
7.最讨厌的东西：NI xD

幸福热气球：第二阶段
1.有喜欢的人吗: zhe shi bu neng shuo de mi mi ^^
2.有交往吗：mi mi aa~
3.幸福吗：SUPER :P
4.他很爱你吗：chao ji xD
5.如果你有勇气最想做什么：bu zhi dao?


幸福热气球：第三阶段
1.你被谁点：annie chan la!
2.他是你的谁：ex 同鞋
3.他的个性是怎样：fa shen jing de xD
4.他长得怎样：美 ren yi ge :P
5.跟他认识多久：uhmm.. 5 years and more ba? wang le ~
6.你想跟他说什么：BU YAO JIANG LA LA LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!
7.如果他变成你的情人：she WAS my dear dear . HAHAHA
(si bian tai xD she always call me dearrrr~ xD)



幸福热气球：第四阶段
1.最爱的音乐：ta xi huan de :P
2.最爱的季节：Se mo dou xi huan xD
3.最爱的卡通：SAILOR MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOON!!!! :P
4.最爱的颜色：黑，白，蓝 , pink!
5.最想去的国家：日本，台湾
6.最爱的水果：mm zai ~
7.最爱的饮料：BUbble tea :P
8.最爱的人： TA :)


幸福热气球：第五阶段
1.你很爱哭吗：no.. shui gen ni jiang de xD
2.你很爱笑吗：WO BU XI HUAN XIAO! xD
3.你是很有信心的人吗：ji you yi xia de lo
4.你想要怎样的生活：you ta de sheng huo ^^
5.你喜欢自己吗：ai si wo le XD
6.你喜欢音乐吗：LOVE :p
7.你喜欢体育吗：si beh xi huan, ke yi chu qu kan kan ta ^^
8.你喜欢跳舞吗 : bu hui, how to like ?
9.你很专情吗：SIBEH LOYAL DE LO WO.. ni bu dong ba le.. wo ke yi xi huan yi ge ren yi bei zi leh!
10.你喜欢睡觉吗：BU XI HUANNNNNN. ke shi mei tian dou shui xD
11.你喜欢唱歌吗：ni shuo lea? xD

幸福热气球：第六阶段
开始点名

sot de, dai sei ! dian dao ni le
dui, jiu shi ni ^^

[五号跟谁谈恋爱]：没人
[一号是男的还是女的]：没人
[六号人很好吗]：没人
[二号很色吗]：没人
[七号跟三号在一起吗]：没人
[八号是单身吗]：没人
[你会追求四号吗]：没人
[十号喜欢一号吗]：没人
[五号读那间学校]：没人
[六号喜欢谁]：没人
[二号喜欢唱歌吗]：没人
[你爱七号吗]：没人
[三号住哪]：没人
[十号跟你告白]：没人
[四号有宠物吗]：没人



如果你有三个愿望 ,Tell me your wish :
wo yao yong yuan xi huan taaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :D

Secret #32 - sometimes i cry just to hear you tell me me it'll all be okay .

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let u down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder evrytime.

You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with yout best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never never get back.

the reason why am i so hyper evrytime , is because i dont wanna lose evry minute of happiness i'll never get back.

I hate the way you talk to me,

hate it when u stare

and the way u read my mind

i hate you so much it makes me sick !

it even makes me ryhme

i hate the way your always right

i hate when u lie

i hate the way u make me laugh

even worse when u make me cry

i hate it that your not around

and the fact that you didnt call

but mostly

i hate the way i dont hate you

not even close

not even a lil bit

not even at all ..

Illusion NEVER chged into something REAL.

my wounds have healed by now

but you can still see the scars

there once was a time

when silence meant nothing to me

life is worthless

i wish i was a flower :\

I didnt want to admit it

it was easier to lie

and hide the hurt and emptiness

to smile instead of cry.

Not all scars show

not all wounds heal

sometimes u cant always see the pain someone feels

once again ,

im tired of trying, sick of crying

yeap im smiling

but inside im dying

feelings i used to have arent there, and for the first time in so long

i really just dont care

i lock away the pain, put away the fears, show u only smiles

not the hidden tears

it spills the truth about how i feel inside

Funny when things never change

Even when you say they will

But while your off srewing her

My life is standing still

You tell me that you love me

When I go to leave

You tell me I'm your only one

And I let myself believe

I know that you are using me

But you'll never let me go

I know that you don't love me

I know I'm just for show

I don't know If I can stand

To see you love another girl

You know that you broke my heart

You know that your my world

But while your standing by my side

I'll believe your lies forever

Cause everything seems so perfect

When we are together

I cry for the time that you were almost mine, I cry for the memories I've left behind, I cry for the pain, the lost, the old the new, I cry for the times I thought I had you

Every night i talk to the stars pretending its you.. it acts just like you tho.. far away and never replies to my questions

Its not that i do not love

it is that the last time i ever cared

is when i could see something other than this pain

i could see him

but now that he passed

all i can feel is sorrow and woe

You can always forgive the people who hurt you, let you wait for so long and made you look so stupid...but you can NEVER forget what they did!

Some things are not meant to be kept forever. You have to stop and let go when things aren't going right and everything you did is unappreciated. Remember This! It is always wiser to be alone but happy than with somebody who do nothing while you do everything.

Sometimes, we need to forget about some people from our past. It is because of just one very simple reason. THEY DON'T BELONG IN OUR FUTURE!

People change....And usually, they change to someone they said they wouldn't be.

"I LOVE YOU..."..... That was the SWEETEST LIE I ever heard!

now its over

even i've found out you're with somebody

but i keep on loving you.. till evry piece of me is broken

how could i ever forget you

if your the one who made my hearts started to beats?

nothing lasts forever

so live it up, drink it down

laugh it off

avoid the bullshit, take chances

& never have regrets, because at one point,

evrything you did was exactly what you wanted.

i guess you could say that i've chged

but you never really knew me in the first place

someone asked me if i missed you

i didnt answer

i just closed my eyes and walked away

and whisper :

so much ..

my feelings are building for you

but so is my fear, my fear of losing you

Don't say you love me unless you really mean it,

cause I might do something crazy like believe it.

It's hard to tell my mind to stop loving you when my heart still does.

"Just live and breathe

And try not to die again."

&& Giving up doesnt always mean you are weak

sometimes it just means your strong enough to let go :)

CHIBA MAMORU

Mars, moon, mercury

Sailor Venus , she died :(

CHIBA MAMORUUUUU!!
WO DE AI RENN ~ :P

OMG .
CANT BELIEVE IM CRAZY OVER SAILORMOON, again.
this time is REAL ACTION , not anime .
seriously . im melting xD

I wont show u my tears

Because this is a battle with myself :)

Hello ;)

What a day ~
im feeling so darn tired . :x
we did our papan kenyataan today , during MM .
and babi bex , damn hao xiao
come and zha my boobs ==
when im yawning . whatthefish . LOL

oh and, i just got up now. -.-
wanted to stay back , but when i called dad, he was like
" oh, i reached ur sch already"
==
okay, lets dont talk bout today
so tired. haha

SATURDAY's training was HAO XIAO~
woke up at 3am .
stay up till 8am
thn went for marching
until 11am

thn went sok's house :D
do our jadual , all those crap la. ahah xD
WE SERIOUSLY, LAUGHED LIKE NIMAMADEPAPA .
meaning MAD . xD

thn her mom fetch me to Leon's at 5
took my shoes , ball, and ciao to court
reach there, RAINN~
luckily smun was there :)

well yeah, training cancelled ~
until 6pm , ALMOST EVRY UNDER 18 is there.
righttttt . thn i texted evryone
all cant come

thn coach came ==
thn they played with bu4's
hen hao xiao . i was damn tired.
damn lazy to play
so i just watch nia. (:

thn after that , called dad
he say cannot fetch me YET
10pm oni can zz

so i stayed back ~
AND RITCHIE YAP SINKA WAN!
zz
swt

thn watch Guy's training
damn torturing ?
thn chitchat with crazy fella for awhile..
ciao adi :D
come back, SLEEP LA. xD

p/s ;
BEX, next time ask permission before u DO SOMETHING ON ME OKAY. LOL
thought i'll most prolly say NO , but at least let me be prepared -.-

Second Week :)

Heyy! im here again. ;D

i got no time to blog AT ALL for the past few days * i swear
so yeah. sorrry for the late updates . heh :x

I only remember everyday i reached home , SLEEEP.
midnite oni wake up .. ( look at the time now, i just woke up -.-)
thn sleep back around 5 or 4 sth ..
thn woke up at 630
oh my .
damn late xD

and SORRY RITCHIE ! >.<
he waited me since 5 sth again.. he's slping now d. haha
and Wednesday's training was fun! :DD
but damn tiring lar :\

Morning got class
Afternoon got meeting
Night got training
woo lala . love my busy life . :D

and today (friday)
went cari makan jalan jalan with CAND :D
went Atriaaa~
BOUGHT MY BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOK FOR RM9 !!
OMGG!
love that aunty xD
from 14 discount till 9 :D
saw that book at sunway with the price of x2 @@

cause i saw " dui bu qi , wo xiang ni "
thn candy was like " wah ur blog . "
thn im like " yer , why no dui bu qi , wo ai ni wan ?"
HAHA

thn tat aunty were like " GOT GOT ! I FIND FOR U "
LOL! xD

MY BOOOK PUNYA TITLE IS ...

JENG JENG JENG ~

Sry , but i still love u

WAAHAHAHAHAHA !!!
COPY MY BLOGSPOT GEH. xD

LOL. but the "still" so joh deng
sry but i love u sounded nicer ! :P

i love the author la!!
all her books so EMO .
wo xi huan ^^

im gonna collect JU ZI 's book adi :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

p /s ; shit ,
im sick-ed since jinyew's bday
one whole weeeeeek adi wtf -.- "

Schooooool days .

Hello :)

im back, bloggy . i know u missed me xD
rewind rewind ~~


JAN 3rd
got BBQ party at aunt's house.
ming da is there tooo O.O
reached home at 11 ++
slept at 12 ++


JAN 4th (monday)
first day of school~

I AM IN DAHLIA.
WOOHOO !!
3 years dahlia

dahliaaaaaa illluuuuu XD

first day was DAMN TIRED
came back from sch, SLEEEP
woke up, SLEEEP BACK
until morning
no time to online @@

Tuesday :

HOMEWORKS IS GETTING MORE AND MORE.
ohmy
i dont wanna complain bout teachers man
it'll filled my whole page.


Wednesday:

found out PN NOOR AZRINA is cikgu MOKHTAR's WIFEE!
HAAHAHAHAHAH!
my EX bm teacher's wife is my bm teacher ;D

Thursday :
stayed back for chinese
sibeh tiredddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd.


Friday :

JINYEW's bday :)
i stayed back with candy .
went TC ^^
watched old dogs !
HAHA. funny movie la :)

went back at 5 ++
thn wanted to go jy's party.
but no transpot

thn the DAILOU, adrian
came ALLLLLLLLLLLLLL THE WAY from du to fetch me
SORRRRRY :(

some jam like hell
tat is the reason why i stay in leon's house until 10 ++
6 sth sure jam like siao wan

thn 7 sth oni reach jinyew's house
haha

watched poker king
cant reli focus tho, too noisy :s

haha ys was like
" WALAO EH, fetch u allllllllllllll the way here u wan go back so early? stay longer la "
LOL!
he wanted SOMEBODY to stay
tats why laa
hor hor horrrrr :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D
eleh, mai kesi kesi XD

finish, balik
to helen's house first

her sis damn good, ask me wan watch wad movie
haha

but srsly, i was DAMNNN TIRED!
SUPERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR TIRED.

thn i slept there
30% asleep nia.

thn dad came
masuk kereta
SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEP

LOL
reach home, SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP.

dk why they still got the energy to dota.

thn yeah, sick kao adi ..
i need tissueee tisssssueeee ~
monday lazy go sch d. HAHAHA
JK LAA xD

x

seriously.....
i don't know what to say ....

GOSSIP GUYS. (:

BOO!
hello :)

i just woke up
slept at 1040 btw :)

played bball with bball gang today.
ALLLLLL guys.
cause yknow, no girls want to play -_-
damn sien wan, evrytime call call call in the end all duwan come
waste my credit ? call till sienz jor.

went leon's house at 12 ++ this noon
cause takut marcus ffk :x
so i wait he reach d oni i go. HEHE :D
so smart of me , right ? ;D

thn tw, aaron there adi
thn we go court first

thn dai lou came - KFC HAHAHAHA. :X
thn play lo

play abit oni la actually
not betul betul play also @@
thn rain adi

so we talk cock sing song inside the pondok

kf emo ==

leon armpit ==

raaaaain~

HAAHAHAHAH .
so gei :x

dai lou wan da gao

thn rain stopped
i belum makan

so we went kimwah :D
STW BELANJA.
thanks dude (:
i owe u one .
and marcus, i owe u one too xD

thn back to court
they play oni

i sien Q d
me and leon sat on the swing
the so called "ROMANTIC" one ==

thn suddenly evryone came. HAHA
thn the LO MAI GAI car came.
LOL

marcus wants DAI BAO , badly :x
thn leon bought LO MAI GAI.
Tw's duit :x

leon :" aaaa , don swing aaa:"

leon: " SWING SMORE AND SEE ! "

leon :" FUCK! "

LOL!

leon : " BAAAAAABI "
hahaha!

thn we swing ~
he cannot eat. hahaha
damn hao xiao
up and down too fast jor xD

thn they told me TODAY's plan WAS munlok's plan
omgwtfbbq.
but HE ffked.
how nice :)

i nearly got CON. -_-"
srsly im gonna GO HOME STRAIGHT AWAY man, if he didnt ffk. :)

after that tingwei balik jor ..
ting, evrything is gonna be alright okaay. :)

so we went back to leon's house
and chat oni lar
nothing special ~

but DAMN FUNNY laa !
Siao man
i laughedddddddd till , TEARS came out
at dk that time also same, hahaha
cant help it ;x

HAHAHA
JAPANESE LOU.

Dragon ball
GOKU SOO.
not goku SUN
LOL :P

sweeeet gay ^^

marcus's shirt
( leon's clock damn yeng :)

MEeeeeeeeee ~

lol on flash cannot see laa.

dinding~

Marcus cutting his nails

gooood student =)

LIKE MEEEEe lo. WAHAHAHA :P

bye, long nails :)

thn they told me some girl kena raped by their friends friend.
the story goes like ~

i'll make it simple .

" It's leon's bday.. he invited marcus, girl A, girl B and 3 more guy friend to some pub and celebrate , thn leon and marcus left the pub, to buy something from somewhere, means BRB lar . thn girl A and girl B went toilet.
so the other 3 guys , put something into girl A's drink. when girl A is back , she drank it. thn she slept. thn 3 guys raped her . when she woke up, she's alone in the room O.O they dk what happened to the girl B @@ "

Lol, scary lar weih :S
thn they ask me, what if i let them rape.
NICE JOKE MAN SERIOUSLY.
you guys were like , my HENG DAI? LMAO.
i trusted u guys , alot.
i know u guys wont so JIN GAK. LOL. =S

thn after that KF keong gan LEON
HAHAAHAHAHAH!

i was sitting there not knowing anything.
its like , damn sudden . LOL
suddenly AHH AH AHHA AHHH , LEON shouting like siao oni




MARCUS RECORDED IT !!
LOL

cameran man : Marcus
owner of the phone : Susan
2 main character : KF AND LEON HAHAHAHAHA.

thn got some malay called my number o.o
kf help me answer
HAHAHA
damn geng weih his BM
WO SALUTE LEI :)

after that go down and watch leon PW ==
thn i played o2mania
HAHAHA
HARDEN FINGERS :x
cannot play at all
srsly
omgg . @@

after that bro came and fetch me
they just habis dinner with aunt
ma de --

i damn hungry weih .
thn came back
BURGERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!
don care , eat ni. LOL!!

thn oni can survive until now :)
WHEEE TMR GOT BBQ PARTY at aunt's house ^^

LOL
thn after that continue my BOLT

DAMN NICE WEIH
DAMN CUTE
DAMN !@)(#*#$)(@*)$*!@)#$*!)@$* :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

LOL
love the hamster !

oh, talking bout hamster
congrats to leon, he got 4 more babies hamster. :)
the baby loooooked so smallllll O_O

baby hamster's parent's are making babies again -.-

they're so weak and tiny
1 finger can kill 1 baby
omgg ~

and if the baby got human spell
their parents will eat them up
cruel sia.

hamster who "survived" is damn lucky
cause actually they'll die easily
DAMN EASY.

x

well yeaah , thought we were gonna play bball today
but ended up GOSSSSIP at leon's .
haha
UNEXPECTED.

at first today i plan to play till evening
then kai ma oni fetch me geh
thn i go her hse
but last min she say got dinner
so i have to go back myself lo~

once i come out, damn hard to go back adi wan
nowhere to go , can go leon's only :x
today's plan turned out quite good
no bball but GOSSSIP.
guys also gossip, first time x)

x

sekarang , im off to PPS. :D
bro slept
i can use now
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D

TATA :D

omg, its 7:06am right nw.
i must be crazy.
o.o

i've been editting and uploading pics for this post
since 2:55am
when i woke up
O_O

OHMYG.
sch is like, starting tomorrowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH


*sryy, let me RELEASE some stress here @@


x
HEH, im off
sho lame :s

JOKE OF THE DAY? (first day of 2010)

Went ou ytd with helen ys ctc awai and aaron
for countdown. haha

before countdown we went MPH
i took the jap book and read out those words
shen took vietnames
LOL
we talk like siao to each other without knowing what we were talking about @@

so we just lauggggggggh nia la. HAHA :)

thn got BEYOND's concert! :)
GOT LENGZAI.
srsly, hk kia :D
III RECORDEDDD ! :)

after that ciao adi
went to helen's hse
thn TALK COCK SING SONG AND LAUGHED LIKE NOBODY's BUSINESS XD

me and shen's PM xD

SUSAN : ATSUI DESS, dont jealous! :)
HK Guitar lou =) ` YS, ur leg kebukai!!!!!!!! i am the coach for football team, yishen, i owe u fishball

Yi Shen: 2010 OU Countdown was a BLAST!|| SUSAN, DON'T JOKE! I TAK MAKAN FISHBALL AND MY LEG NOT KEBUKAI!

HAHAHAHA!
after that i created some new word to zha kao him
ball 7! :)

the football team's WYS suka makan fishball :)
got fishball, meatball, catball/ miaoball , dogball, pigball, fuckball, duckball! :)
why fuckball?
cause shen wanted to type DUCKball
but he accidentally typed FUCKball
HAHAHA!

after that he chged his pm to :

Yi Shen: 2010 OU Countdown was a BLAST!||FISHBALL, MEATBALL, CATBALL,DOGBALL, PIGBALL, DUCKBALL -.

LOLLLLLLLLLLL!!

after that he went off adi
thn i SPAM kao msn :P

thn we slept at 6++am
630 ba? @@

thn woke up at 1120
beh tahan
slp back
thn woke up at 1145
nothing wan, nobody called

thn slp back
suddenly helen pass the fone to me
i was like " hhhhe..lloo... "
LOL

thn tingwei ask me go ctc house
went there, they maple ==
thn 2 sth oni go bball

VERY GENG , 1st day , 1st thing that i did was BBALL.
LOL :)

after bball
went mcD yumcha
thn walk back to len's house

SAW MY DAD PASSED BY ME OHMYGOODNESS.
but he didnt saw me .LOL
thn i rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrun .

thn yeah .
im home now :))

damn tired ar
i slp sin
NITEEE :D

oh and

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVRYONE ! :)

p/s ;

HELLO, 2010 :)




lookingforward --> Form3's Life x)