Im Only Me When Im With You.

Boooooo ! :D

Went sch at 8 today
pass up science proj
thn lepak around :)

Saw ritchie ponteng.
hahaha
and MingDa also
LOL

slept during perhimpunan today
feel damn tired + the speech is REAL BORING
cant imagine how am i gonna survive next year
the morning session killer - Pn you-know-who's speech = GG.com ^^

slept during ICTL too
i think around, 30-40mins.
haha :D
Since mr sivam arent doing anything
and we done evrything

so i just PAK, sleep :)

thn played like siao during Science.
re torture me
tats why im fully awake after that
haha
played Maze ~
latest record : 10 secs.
woots ^^

Okay, im moral-ing nw..
hehe
damn sien
tats why blog for awhile :)
and now, im gonna chill for awhile againnn.
drink milo, eat apple ^^

hmm, shoud i go sch tmr?
or just stay at home and study?
since im sick and feeling terrible horrible and vegetable. so yeah, i can self-quarantine for 7 days ^^
but i DONWANT laar, will miss loads of fun in sch weihh..
hahas

ciao ciaoo :D

Those feelings..
is it real?
or just.. illusion?

` Do u have feelings for me too?

Bro's party at genting and Overnight at sharon's :)

Saturday

woke up at 10
feel damn hot

thn go bath
feel damn cold =.=
haha


thn evening
asked 2bro whether are they going genting later or sth
he said yes
thn i was like
"WAH I WANNA GO "
thn he say
"no, no space la my car"

yer..

thn i ask him agn

"kor kor leh?"
"he went out"
"whaaaaat?! where?"
"genting?"
"OMGGGG .. yer.. his car got space bo?"
"got.."
"omgggg T_T_T_T_T"

*went down and called sis

"jie jie, u guys going genting?"
"yeaa"
"haar.. kor kor's car got place bo?"
"no ar.. u sitting our car ma"
"huh whattt?! im goingg?!"
"yaa.."
"WAHAHAHAH YEAAAAAA LOVE U BOTH ALOT WEIHHHHHH!! :D "
" hahahah "
" k larr.. byebye"
" bb "

thn i happy like siao nia
went up, tell bro
"WOOOOOOOOTSS IM GOING IM GOING IM GOING :D"
" they already said u're going yesterday"
"whaat?! why none of u tell me?"

LOL!!
i damn blur case
dont even know im going. hahaha

2bro scare kao me -.-


i rmb i ask bro before b4 he went out on friday
i was like

" kor.. u going genting on 19 rite?"
"yaa.. why?"
"ohh.. i wanna go also ler, my fren going on 19 too"
" u wanna go because of me or ur fren wor?"
"of course u laa!! celebrate ur bday wor :D"
"no la, not my bday"
"aiyor, in advanced ma.. ur bday on 24th ma.. who dono?"
"hahaha u wanna go ar?"
" YA YA YA =DDD"
"k la k la, see first. "
"okok. byebye :D"
"bb"

hahaha

yin wen went genting too :D
on 19th
at first she say i can go with them de
hahaha
no need d lor :P

friday kept telling me she's going
and too bad i cant go
apa la lu =p


thn follow bro buy fooods
kfc, domino
went genting at 6 or 7 something
reached at 8 gua
hahah dun rmb


thn celebrate bro's bday
KFC, pizza hut KAO KAO
banyak sekalii !!!

bro wanted to make suprise for bro
but too bad he saw the cake already
hahah
thn take pic :D
i look damn retarded
will upload when i got it :)

sing bday song, blow candle, make wishes :D
thn they yam jau lor..
play play eat eat talk cock sing song
until 6am
texted candy and tell her im still awake
hahahah

woke up at 11
slept back at 1130
chiyew went back at 9am
patrick, ah wong, wayne went back at 11
damn early =_=

and they said the owner is gona sell the unit adi
means this will be the last time we're going there :(
this is my first, and last time
apa la :\

but not sure whether got buyer bo @@
so they asked where is our next trip will be?
i said pulau wayne.
ahahaha

sounds damn funny
wayne island xD

thn i woke up at 2
makan
go up genting
watched G.force
damn nice
damn cute
damn nice
damn cute
cute cute cute cute cuteeeeeeeee :D

thn balik with 2bro :D

sann called
ask me wan go sharons party anot
hahah

jek call jek dou agn
bro fly down from genting at 9
reached at 935 =.=
head damn pain
damn pening
wanna muntah like siao

thn reached sharon's
look damn chan
like wana die liao
hahah

elisha ask me i ngam ngam wake up ar
hahahah
there no food le
i reach tooo late
haah
ate cake and drank shandy :D
thn go up
talk cock sing song
online
play bear bear
play kao sharon's fren using her hp and msn

thn fb, blog, tengok gambarrr :D


until 6am
texted chloe and tell her im still awake
and he missed LOTS OF FUN!
wahahah :P

sann slept at 2
woke up at 530
cz im too noisy laughing non stop
sharon show me her 5 yrs old photo
LOOKS EXACTLY LIKE MY COUSIN SISTER - MELODY WEIH
so i was like

"omg hao xiang wo biao mei o"
all the way from 5 until 530
so sann let me make her wake up d
hahah
sry :D

thn i nvr sign out my plurk
sann spam like hell when im slping =.=
if i dun slp, i can dun slp whole day whole night
but once i got into bed
its damn hard for me to wake up
so yeah
baring a lil while
straight away die in the bed d

thn sann wake me up wit "biao mei" this 2 word also =.=
kacao laar .
woke up at 12 sth
hahha
feel like slping back xD

thn eat
thn talk talk
went back at 2

bac to hs hse
thn dad mari
balik ~

makan, watch movie
tidur
XD

hy called, was damn blur
dun even know wtf she talking
hahah

thn wake up
call back her and ask wad she said jz nw LOL

thn online online

tidur :D

since ahem hem wanna see how it looks like
i took this pic for sharon ^^
hahaha
my skill not bad ma
can take until so nice
even sharon say this pic is so damn freakking nice
ahahah
:D


haha at first sharon say she dun like this bear
cz not nice to bao bao
but its from somebody special
so she hugged whole night
ahahah
Ai de li liang ^^
love is blindd x))

ciao ciao :)

Partayyy :D

Helloooo :D

left my phone in the car
now oni got it back.
5msgs, 17missedcall.
sry to those who texted/called me like siao :(


OMG

a msg from re :
eh, u recover d? Can call me for awhile, i miss ur sound so much..

hahah
freaked me out weihh.
nway we'll talk like siao in class tmr la kay
i know u miss me :D
JK ^^



Yesterday:

slept at 5am woke up at 7am
went lowyat with brother at 9.30 :)
buy new parts for comp :D

and now, im using. hehehe :D
finally~
got a better comp to use ^^

2bro wanna modify my old comp
he say he wanna use that comp for DA GEI only
hahah
crazeh

bro used this comp for 3 years.. and now im using already ^^
lets see when i can use his current chunted comp
wahahhaha
maybe in 5 years time XD

okay, back to the point.
after lowyat, went leon's house
for awai's party

watched tv for awhile
slept there for awhile
thn we go out
haha :)

we went tropz
they wanted to watch G.force
but i watched.
ahaha
so we decided to.. YUMCHA :D

that cup of milk tea cost me 8bucks -.-
kns.
i'd rather go arcade laar. haha

after that go awais hse lor..
party until 11
coughing like siao
not feeling well
if not i sure stay longer wan.
haha
damn tiredd.


WAHSEH. tmr's monday already =_=
im going sch in the morning
with the haoy :)
and pass up the science proj.
hahas ^^

k laa, wanna watch movie d
ciao ciao :D

Pictures :)











adrian and wys SWEAT like shit after the game
ahaha
damn farnie xD

Jowyn :)

Marcus Soo :)

took this picture with my

cacated screen phone

Marcus Me
" come lets take pic "
" kk, fai fai "
" kk "
" u wanna post in ur blog wan ar ?"
" haha yeaa "

wanted to tell him better smile properly de, hahah
but too late liao
took the pic adi xD

and bcoz of i cant see the screen
so i dont know how the pic looks like

so sy lend me her phone and we take agn :D

end up?
i look like shit there. LOL

still prefer my cacated screen phone camera ^^

still got pics de..
dunno go where only
i got these pics in my phone only o.o
will upload when kf and sy send me :)

tata ! :D

pull up your socks! :D

fever lor~



slam dunk ah!
hahah
No. 10 :P

x

hahah
this is just a short update :)


dad say he'll give me money for the comp ^^
im taking bro's
but need to modify abit ^^
so im going to lowyat tmr with bro :D

thn 2bro
he called bro's fone
so i went down and took it
wanted to pick up nia
*tuut
end liao -.-

thn my fone rang
run upp, tuut
end again

dulan -.-
so i called him and tell him
" eh onn, apa la lu, i wanted to pick up ur calls but u kap sin liao -.-"
" hahahaha"

after that texted him

"remember don stay up too late a..
later ur eyes like panda thn when u come back i tot you're some ghost thn not good lo..
u know la, i scared wan. hahha :D
k laa, dowan scare u d..
later u and derek saw something on the road.
hahah. night bro :D "

thn he replied

"Lol, ya ya. I scared. Night. You la don't watch movie til so late."

haha cause everytime when he come back damn late
he will be like " girl sure sleeping in my bed wan"
thn come up " oi? havent sleep ar u"

hahaha
im watching movie maa :D

he wont be coming back home tonite
so i told him just now " tonite i sleep ur bed kay? :D"
haha

i always sleep both bro's bed wan
dunno why..
mine kns
bu hao wan
their room always damn nice wan
hahah :D

maybe mine i slp till sien liao gua
must chg abit XD

haha k laa, gtg d
tata :D

WHEEEEEEE :D

Halo ^^

slept at 8am yesterday
srsly, my head damn pain
cant even sleep
can rest nia.
dunno why :(

woke up at 1
thn go out with kaima :)
to the curve
haha
makanned di kenny roger
yeer, the muffin soksui adi
damnnn small liao LOL

after that went aunt house
ate meee suaa
cause bro bday maa :D

thn come back
hahah

me bro

"shitt laa. ur bdayyyyyy.. still got few more hours nia. lets think of sth to do laar"
"no needd laar."
"wan laa. lets.. play fireworks :D"
" hahah u siao "
" thn how wor.. ? OH! go read my blog laar, my post for u, damn nice wan lee :D "
*thn he gimme that "OH YES AH?" face.
LOL =.=

oh yeah
aunt damn farniee.

aunt bro me

"stop playing with ur pimples laar"
" okok "
" hahahahahaha"
" ah girl very cute laar"
"haaar..dun make me chock agn laar. hahaha"

thn texted 2bro to bring cake back if he can
cause still got 2 more hours ma

but sis brought back one
sang bday song agnn
bro made a wish agn

all the best bro, u know i love u :D

LOL
yay, im done blogging :D
tataaa ^^

Happy bday, bro :D

brother..
thanks for celebrating my bday ^^
and allowed me to celebrate ur bday with you :D

thanks for making me laugh like siaoo
when my mood is dammnn not good :)

thanks for sampating around with me
and be like some kidd, whom i can always play with :)

Today is your birthday

Knowing that you will be turning another year old
Time has change over the years
Even though we may not spend much time together
Still you are my brother
Someone who will be there in time of need
I am grateful to have you as a brother :D

As we grew up, you acted like you didn't care,

But I always knew you looked out for me and were there!
xoxo
you know you love me ;D

May you enjoy this blessful day
And many happiness that will come your way
Because today is your birthday
Thanks for being the brother that you are
and i just wanna let you know
im glad that you're my bro :)

once a brother, always a brother
you're mine forever :P

Happy birthday brother!
love yaaaaaa :D

with loves,
your smaaaaaaaaart lil sister xP

人生

以前常常以为……人死后，才会幸福
因为天堂是一个很美丽，很安宁，很安静，又让人很安心的地方
而天堂，是只有去世的人，才可以去的地方。

所以常常因为生活上的不足，不满意
而想要离开……到天堂去
可是后来仔细想想……
其实， 这里蛮好的
虽然不是很完美
但至少想想……
这里的人，你的家人，你的朋友，你爱的人，爱你的人
这里的小狗，小猫，大大小小的动物
这里的植物
这里的空气
还有你现在拥有的东西

你离开了，你身边的朋友，家人可能因为你的离开而感到非常非常的伤心难过
值得吗？
你宁愿让他们难过，然后自己过着快乐的日子吗？
我不能，我宁愿自己痛苦也不要他们过着那种……不开心的日子
因为， 我不希望看到我身边的人难过
更不希望，我们任何一个人离开

刚才哥告诉我他朋友因为车祸去世了……
心里突然有一种
”那他家人怎么办“ 的感觉。
他是因为喝醉了……才会发生车祸的……

我实在不能想像失去家人的那种痛。
那种痛，真的很痛，很痛。
我好怕有一天我的家人会离开我……
到那么远的地方
我想去探望他们都难
也不知道，有没有机会再见到他们了
真的好怕，好怕
心里居然会有一股莫名的恐惧
这种感觉很恐怖
感觉上好像……他们真的要离开了

在云顶时，有一晚，我们谈谈下，谈到人死后的东西。

姐突然哭，然后告诉我
"你一定要珍惜拥有，很多事情，是失去了，太迟了，才会后悔的，像我这样，我没办法照顾我阿嬷了……我好怕我没机会了，这种感觉你一定懂吧“

当时……我的泪也无法控制地，跟着流下来了
我握紧她的手
忍住泪，告诉他
”我懂，我真的懂……他不会有事的……他一定会等到你回去，把他从老人院接回家的……“



哎……
为什么会这样
我想可能这就是人生吧

多希望人生是一场梦
醒过来的时候
我还躺在妈妈身边
跟他睡在同一个床
电视机还播着卡通片
那种感觉不错嘛 :)

可惜……这不是梦
我长大了，这是事实
很多人，事情都不一样了
一切都回不去了

现在只能往前看……
继续勇敢的生活下去
不再想不好的东西

要知道……只要笑一笑，没什么大不了
一个笑容，可以让整个地球充满彩色
这就是笑容的力量 :)



我想现在那位刚出车祸的人的父母应该很伤心吧
应该也会怨天怨地……为什么这么快就把他的儿子接去天堂住了……可能是，命中注定吧……

在天堂的你，应该不知道你已经离开了吧……
节哀顺变

And big girls don't cry ♥

lalalalalalalalalalaalalala

Halo :)

feeling damn sick now
last night can't even sleep
feel damn cold but my whole body is burning hot =.=
took temperature, its 39
ohmyyg..

srsly it's killing me -.-
i got fever, cough, sorethroat, takbolehbernafas la
my nose is blocked =_=
bloody hell

hate being sick =_=
oh well, i have to get well soon :)
still got plenty of outings is waiting for me ^^

hy ffked me -.-
its Wednesday already.
sighs :(

let's wait till the big holidays.
don't wanna put too much hope on it though
免得到时欢喜一场空
rightt ? :)

Yesterday went Restaurant Fatty Crab with aunt for dinner
damn farnie

at first i thought i saw vanessa
cause i saw someone look like her
and someone look like her mother
and someone look like her bro
and someone look like her sister
and someone look like her maid =.=
but there's ang moh there
so i thought maybe its their guest or sth lor..

so i tell bro

"hey , i think i saw my fren "
" really? where?"
" neh, the first table there "
" ohh..which one? the one wit glasses?"
" yaaaaaaaaaaaa, hw u know?"

hahaha
so unusual
cause evrytime if i told him i saw my fren, he will be like
" OIiiiiiiiiii SUSAN THO AR SUSAN THO"
to make ppl notice me
ben ben de ge ge =.=

but ytd he didnt ^^

after that.. i go closer..
if its really vanessa, of course i'll call her laar
hahaha

thn tht girl look at me
i was like " WHAT THE HELLL!! its not even her"
thn i look at the bro, sis, the mom, and the maid

SEMUA SALAH
its not even them
but damn look like them =.=

thn i told bro
"hey, i dono why but.. evryone of them look exactly like my fren's fam but they're not"
" huh?means ?"
" means.. i see wrongly, they are not even my fren "
" go die la u . LOL"
" hahahahahahhaahaha "



thn got table liao lor..
we go sit
thn order
thn eat lor..

eat eat har
i saw HAOYING, yes, CHY!!!
thn i fai fai tell bro
"EHHHHH I THINK I SAW HYY!!!!!!!"
thn he was like
"walao.. u fever laa"
thn i say
" hahahah how u know har? XD"

LOL =.=

thn look back to the girl
its not even hy ==

thn just nw i ask hy whether she went there bor
she said noo

hahahhaha
i siao liao

thn after thaaaaaaat..
i saw my PRIM TEACHER :D
i dun wanna gao cho agn
so i ask 2bro


"onnnnnnnnnnn, is that our bai xiao tcher?"
*loook
" hahaha yaa "
" YESSSS, kor kor.. this time im correct ^^"
" hahah"




hahaha
feel damn stupid

after that hor..
eat eat har
aunt suddenly look at me and say

" aiyor girl, u look sweet and cute laar"
*chocked*
"whaaaaaaat?! yeerrr"
" what yeer, really what, this hair suit you, really look sweet and cute"
" omgg laa auntttt.. so geli "
" hahaha sweet and cute useless wan, must know how to studyy"
" haha sure sure =.= "
" if u nvr study can i kok ur head?"
" haar? can i say no?"
" cannot "
" ok lor.. u win adi lor.."
" so means i can lar? "
" can la can la =.="
" tmr nite, i cook mee sua, u guys come ar"
" wahhh, u cook ar? sure bor?"
" hahah no la, ah ma and kakak cook la"
" hahahahahahah okok "


LOLLLLL xD
damn hao xiao

thn balik
feel damn sickkkkkk.
slept in the sofa ..
apa la..
hahah

k laa
need to ciao liao

tataaaa :D

Wish List #2

necklace~


ear ring





basketball :DD

pencil box

watchess :D

nike shoebaggg :D :D :D :D :D :D

AND 1 white bball shoe ;D
*liu kou suiii liao lor...

world largest teddy bear HAHAHA kidding laar a simple cute bear will do x)

hairbandd.

A pinkkkk laptop ^^

OMG OMG OMG OMG
didnt know that there's c510 in RED
oh my... :D

From left – Energetic Red, Radiation Silver and Future Black.

Below some live pictures of C510 in Energetic Red.

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not reli thaaaat nice laar
but its SPECIAL :)





hmm.. black or red c 510 nicer leh?
@@
aiya watever laar
;D


sony ericsson c903 is no longer in my wish list
nenenenenibububu :P
don't want it already
u can have it. LOL!
:D



tataa :D