♥

 When you start to miss me, just remember,
i didn't walk away, you let me go. 

take a bow.
hear the applause?
my heart is broken and you're the cause.
I played your game, and looks like you've won
congratulations, i hope you had fun.


dont bother looking for me, u wont find me.
im sorry it has to be like this
but i dont see any other way.

I SO FEEL LIKE CUTTING HAIR.

omg :( 

LOL good morning guys :)

i slept at 630, woke up at 8 :D 

i damn chunted (Y) hahaha.

kthxbai!

I have been a fool too long .

my plan is to forgive and forget .
 forgive myself for liking you so much
and forget everything. 

他會當一回事嗎?
不可能 .
多麼的諷刺.

我愿为亲人朋友笑着活下去,
宁可笑着流泪,
也不要让别人看见心中的痛.
总有人能读懂自己.

听说你有女朋友了。而且已经很久了，恭喜啦。:)

weekends!

 memories are the best thing in life to have they never change
 while everything and everybody around you does.

hohmygood finally its here :) dear saturday and sunday :)
damn, super busy saturday. urgh :(
morning : basketball tournament , sunway coll , and hari anugerah :(
i can only chooose one of them. sigh. big big sigh.
afternoon tuition, till evening.
night : st john's mk night :D

haiz. suan le. no nid go hari anugerah wan la :P
can get my cert on monday. xD
i saw my name on the board, pelajar cemerlang PMR 2010. HAHAHA.
laughmyassoff :P too funny.

shitty result also pelajar cemerlang. zadou. -.-
wohoo sunday is gonna be a (Y) DAY :D whee.
SHOBUSYLAH.

and omg, i was nerding the whole day in class :D
i feeel good xD LOL
seriously hahaha. was doing maths and chem
too much homework -.- can die !

bythewayyyy. im tired. goodnight la hahaha.
zoi gin xD

as it comes, so it goes.

 the difference about me and you is I care and you don't. 
And that hurts.

haiz. what happened to japan again?
Dear Lord, please help and comfort those affected by the earthquake and tsunami. and let our hearts open to their needs.
thank you God. amen

Laughing isn't something you do for fun. it is sometimes a relief when you badly misses someone. or an instant escape when you're hurting too much

deep.

off to bed . 

running away from reality . i'll be back 

遇到

你身上專屬的陌生味道 是我確認你存在的目標

不用來回張望了 直到今世 我們相隔著一條街角

這麼久了我還是可以看到 感覺得到你對我的重要

不會被天黑天亮打擾 你每一次的溫柔我都想炫燿

我們繞了這麼一圈才遇到 我比誰都更明白你的重要

這麼久了我就決定了 決定了 你的手我握了不會放掉

我們繞了這麼一圈才遇到 我答應自己不再庸人自擾　

因為我要的我自己知道 只要你的肩膀依然讓我靠

這麼久了我就決定了　決定了　你的手我握了不會放掉

靠近

默在你的身後守候的我　多想看你不經意的笑容

或許我的心你不懂　我會努力讓你感動

在你眼中有多麼笨拙的我　決不放棄追逐你的執著

只要你能再多些回應我　一個笑或點頭全接受

能不能再靠近一點點 不再那麼遙遠

大聲說出你所有感覺 讓我聽見

別再緊緊關在只有自己的世界　溫暖太陽為你迎接 

能不能再靠近一點點  過來我的身邊

能不能再勇敢一點點 讓我看見

就算讓我知道我永遠只是單戀　我也會藏著感謝　笑著和你說再見

hurt

苦笑都帶點痛　自從你什麼都不留給我追究

　親手裡用溫柔　交換的這一場惡夢

baby why would you hurt me so long?

這一個人不該是我

Please let me know

難過是你留給我的線索

莫非我的舉動　成了你的苦衷

才暗示我的所有　你寧願沒有經過

愛預付得太多　不是沒有想過　最愚笨的會是我

being tired is tiring.

TAN SKIN! my goodness. 

tired tired tired. went for duty again :) MSSD FOOTBALL. U-15. damn sat mong man i tell you hahaha.
i wanna watch U-18 , not 15 :( LOL.
sunburnt kao kao. x2 x3 x4 x5..x10 . i look like an indian now :D whee.
so tan. omigosh. xD


im hungry . LOL

:)

我从来都没有后悔过，爱上你这个事实。

谢谢你的美好，我永远都不会忘掉。

If

if i were to make a decision again, i'll make the same decision. im not giving up. i will repeat everything all over again. even if the ending is like this, even if it hurts me like hell. because i'm a damn stubborn girl. because i didnt regret it, not even a lil bit. i just wish it didnt ended this way. 

just like what you told me last time. if you were to make a decision again, you will choose to love me, again.

dont hope for forever, remember what you had. 

thank you for all the memories.
thank you for loving me.
you're the best thing that has ever happened to me :)
thank you :)



iloveu. 

tired

why is it so hard to fake a smile? hahaha sigh. im tired.
trying so hard to be positive. im so gonna positive-lize myself
must be positive :P just like Na Mg and Al :P hahaha.

:)

:D

MSSD day 5 :) i went stadium after school ahahaha.
go get my fone from denise. :)
chigek weih omg hahhaa. i finally get to cheer :P cause im not wearing uni :D
so yeah, i cheered for SJKC SUNGAI BULOH HAHAHAHA.
shit i feel bad, my bai xiao junior is just right behind sg buloh :/
so i was like , GO SG BULOHH, whoops, BAI XIAO JIA YOUUUUUUUUU~
hahaha. it was fun la yesterday :)

fuisyeah wys on uni4. eleh macam macam yes :P
and jzjzjz, our future tukang urut woi, kai semo wan xiao ahahahh.

after that i nid ciao for tuition
suddenly damn alot ppl pokkai -.-
so ya, i went and help lah. without uniform omg shit haha.
thn ciao to tuition
eww counter pain masih kat tangan saya. damn smelly omg :( bu xi huan.

hohoho first aid (Y) damn nais. hahaha.
im in love with this job ( as a first aider ) :D