BSMM DUTY :D

day 4 :)

last day of duty hahaha. skipped four days :) i damn smart man -.- zz. hahaha
bytheway :) station 2 again! hahaha :D

nais nais :P whee. aaron same group with me again hahaha.
what a lame station members -.-
X.E AND AARON. DAMN LAME ZZ.

i was damn lame , at first lah.
after that i damn tired d. shut up lo
thn they zha me with their new lame skill.
walao. i wanna die already hahaha.
so yah :P i went to station one after that. beh tahan.

ohhhhhhhhhhh nate came :P whee. hahaha
and lol this morning, damn funny.
i was the first one who reached stadium. so i went online lo.
thn everyone came, i was waving to aaron, and showed him the peace sign
and the guy infront of him was like staring at me, and he said hi. LOL
thn i walked to him (aaron)
thn the guy was like walking to my direction LOL

i was like o.o err. hahaha
thn he was like , hi.. u cant recognize me?
im like err noo. sorry hahaha.
thn he was like hahaha its okay.

haiyor, i really wanna know who is it weih.
TELL ME WHO ARE YOU IF YOURE READING THIS. xD
like seriously. hahaha i need to know who are you. :(
I FEEL DAMN BAD D: lolol.


k i damn hungry now. bathe thn eat thn slp :P
back to school tomorrow :D

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NINJAAA

im a ninja. HAAHAHA. yeah cause. i always sneak into people's house last time. TSK TSK. sigh sigh hahaha.

hoohmygod both brother came into my room just now -.-
I HAVE NO IDEAA WHYYY
i was sleeping and the door was locked D:
wth right. hahaha. stupid ninjas.

i miss being a ninja. HAIZ. hahahaha

.

i dont really know what to think now , its like none of my business , but i care. 

hahaha . sigh

BSMM DUTY :D

day 3 :)

still station 2. LOL three days straight weih. crazeh :)
just reached home thou, belum bathe. eww. :x
haha by the way today was okay lah :/
was quite emo haih. dont ask me why i dont know.
weather too chilling d. 23 degree c only xD

nothing much about today lah. got funny part also la hahaha.
jo ee turned him on today. HAAHHA. keeep on rubbing babeh.
lmaooooo.


oh wellzzzzz ~ damn tired.
i better go bathe thn go to bed d lah. tired tired :/
bye :)

AHHHH wo yao ipod touch 4g :DDDD

BSMM DUTY :D

Duty day 1 :)

skipped school :D went stadium around 730. reached at 8. duty starts at 830. everything ended at 645. reached home at 7, slept at 7.25 and woke up at 6am today :P hahhaha.

funny la omg. me and sh was like laughing like crazy
its like, everyone is running right. thn i saw this dj girl. im like O.O WOW DJ !
sh was like WHERE WHERE WHERE.
thn im like, hahaha the second one.. from the last XD
i burst her bubble hahaha. IM SORRY LA KAY. :)


thn the girl pokked gai, sh was like POK KAI POK KAI POKAII ! GO SAVE HER !
thn david was like running running , thn when he reached there
the girl stood up and start running hahaha. FAILED :P
EPIC WEIH OMG. we laughed like crazy :) seriously hahaha.

OH AND, i was so desperate :P for rubber band hahaha
i took grass and TRIED to tie my hair, failed XD
i took pencil, highlighter, what shit also take and try only la hahah.
ALLLLLLLLLL FAILED.

in the end i took surgical tape xD
jess helped me hahaha.
DAMN HOT OKAY. omg pink face.

SUCCESS! hahaha :P

Duty day 2 :)

i was thinking what to eat later the whole day :P
annoyed aaron and jo ee hahaha.
at first i was like hmmmmmm i feel like eating maggie sup!
thn fried chicken ! :D
thn cup mee ! :D
thn slurpeeeeeee ! :D

ohmygod man hahaha
aaron was like "omgggg why dont u just buy everything la, buy d oni choose "
thn im like "but i want that oneeeeee"
hahahaha. too funny :P

thn i went ou, with sann sharon and zhi zheng :)
thn yaaaaaah. :D

wahhh i dont really rmb what to blog hahaha.
i got so much to blog about this morning! ahh. :s
aihs whatever la hahaha .
kthxbai :P

omg i mandi first. cao :D

joke of the day : SHE TURNED ME ON . HAHAHA stupid cramp. :) 

keeep on rubbing babeh. lmao lmao lmao :P

DAMN SICK MAN. hahaha.

AWESOMENESSSS.

hohohoh my stupid hard disk is okay already :P

everything is back to me hohoho . damn happy hahaha.

my 2007 - 2010's photo album, songs, videos is back :D 

thn yeah :) transferred everything to another hard disk and reformat :D 

awesomeness. every single stuffs that i wanna keep is back :D 

back back back. hahah. okay enough with the back

im going crazy hahaha. 

CIAO :D

omg i thought i was gonna lost everything

every single memory that i wanna keep forever. 

thank you :) 

Little things mean a lot.

I never regret making you my priority, even if I'm just your option. 

 loving you with all the little pieces of broken heart.

♥

真的, 眼泪有那么难控制吗?


wonoob.

wahahaha.

new speaker babe ! :P awesomeness.
170bucks weih ohmygod. thanks aunt ! HAHAHA
i rompaked her :DD

omg i want a pink headset, a pink camera and a black shoe :(
bata black (not fully black) north star size 5! u tunggu i. i coming soon LOL
hahaha no actually, the black shoe from princess at tc is nicer. tehee.
omg i wan nike bottleeeeeeeeeeeeee. the curve the curve is selling D:
babi curve, damn far away -.-
tc got adidas but no nike. watafak lah.
ou nike also tak ada. damn noob :(
omggggggg that bag damn nice. my school bag dying soon hahaha :(

KKKK must start working d. bo lui ah D:
hahaha.

choices.

you have two choices . be mine or im yours. 

HAHAHA joking. sigh i just wanna say, if you're much more happy with me, YOU SHOULD really know what to do by now -.- honestly im happier when im with you. MUCH MUCH MORE. SIGH are you really that happy without me? why aren't you doing anything. not even giving me a chance. fark u. LOL OHWELLZ.

你就这么希望我放弃你吗？

they say why continue when u know it wont last? 

i'll make it last , i said. :)

woke up at 630 today LOL. i didnt know what to do
stonedddd. thn i was like " oh yeaah i shud go get my stuffs back from leon "
and yeah, i woke up . went out . took cab to DU and back to ss3.
18bucks wtfisher. its okay la hahaha.

I VERY SIEN.

headache. wanna dai already.

hohoho

whaaat a day :)

morning - school
afternoon - slept for 1 hour , tuition .
evening - dinner with peir hung and the team. (farewell)
peir hung ciaoing on monday D: to germany. haha haiz.
i feel like leaving malaysia, NOW! like seriously. only if i had the chance. sigh
night - yumchaaaa at mcD

now - home :) going to bed now hahaha.

off to bed.

As long as you're happy .

what else i want other than u being happy? :)
loves.

Yeap.

i am going to move on :) and you will be happy to see that :)

off to bed . 

i realized

shit i damn sensitive about love stuffs woi hahahaha.
everyone received an article during perhimpunan today :)
when i finished reading the first paragraph, i was like " fuck this guy must be a jerk "
(fyi the first paragraph was really sweet, his wife wrote how lucky she was for marrying this man)
then i pass it to gab cause i dont really wanna know the story
after awhile , veron was like " fuck he blames his wife for everything and left her "
i was like , " WHAT? HAHAHA SO I WAS RIGHT LA :) "

then i read the whole thing again. hmm. i feel nais :) hahaha
too sensitive :P i know the ending before i know the starting. hahahaha. (Y)

off to bed.

– S ♥

HOHOHO

skipped school today hahahah :) damn shit tired.
overslept. D:

you wont see any emo posts here anymore :)
i'll blog about rubbish here and the rest is in tumblr
same goes to plurk and twitter
gonna plurk about rubbish and the rest is in twitter :P
tehe. ciao !


happy sini , emo sana :)

im awesome :)

LOL i belum tidur hahaha. dai . 

get ready for school :D 

sigh , another monday is here  :)

Never imagine we'd end like this

Remember telling my boys that I'd never fall in love

You used to think I'd never find someone I could trust 

And then you walked into my life and it was all about us

But now I'm sitting here thinking I messed the whole thing up.

Been a fool, I know 

I never thought that I'd fall in love

But it grew from a simple crush

Being without you, I was all messed up

When you walked out, said that you had enough.

Didn't expect this is how things would go 

Maybe in time, you'll change your mind 

Now looking back i wish i could rewind.

tiredness

woke up at 9pm yesterday.. spam coffee + online until 2 am.. continue until 6 am then go to school :P after school come back shower then go ou til 8 pm... thn training until now :) i feel like dying already hahaha. good night everyone :D wait i need to shower first xD

stop trying , u know it won't work.

不管你会不会死心
我的心已经死了
根本没办法接受你
你是真心的又怎样
你不会放弃又怎样
你证明你是真的很爱我的，那又能怎样
感情是双方的啊
不管你现在做什么
我都无动于衷
我根本一点感觉都没有
还是算了吧
别盲目的追着我跑了
因为我很忙的，忙着忘记他

保重

没有时间根本是世上最烂的借口

如果我真的在乎你的话

就算没有时间，我也会抽时间陪你

不带走一片云彩

多少天了
我还是不能忘记
连你都可以这么潇洒的离开
我呢

眼泪
不要再掉了
你不累吗

不值得
真的

我不明白
我真的不明白
我真的爱了
这次我真的受伤了

在爱情的世界里
我不是能退就退的 （曾经可以）
我不能就潇洒的离开 （曾经可以）
游戏不是我可以操纵的（曾经可以）

眼泪说明一切
也都证明了我不能
我输了
原来这次我真的又相信了
我又以为这次是真的
没想到我这次真的又输了

如果我又错了
那么我又错在太过爱你了
因为爱情是捉摸不定的
没有人知道下一秒会发生什么事情
包括感情也可以在一夜之间变质

其实没有一段感情是对或错的
只有一方爱得太多
另一方爱得太少
就不平衡了
毕竟感情是双方的

我上一段感情不是这样吗
为什么没吸取教训
反省反省
我真的应该好好想想了

第二次被甩
真是有够搞笑
我不相信了
这次我真的不相信爱情了

所谓爱情只不过是一场游戏
夺命游戏
我玩不起

我曾对你说
如果最美好的已在心中
那么再多的选择也会视而不见
你是目前最美好的
我暂时把你藏在心底

you had my heart , at least for the most part <3

Destiny .

i saw you almost everyday , and im happy already :) things has changed , but my feeling will not fade away , not now , at least . everytime i saw you , i wan us to go back to what we used to be . too bad its not gonna happen anymore , you're no longer mine :) sigh sigh , its not the bad memories that make me sad , but the best ones that we can't bring it back .. and it hurts so bad .. so bad..


x

i found our genting bus ticket .
it was our first , and will be our last .
21-12-2010 <3


 i missed you .


x

I choose to love you in silence, for in silence i find no rejections. I choose to love you in loneliness, for in your loneliness no one owns you but me.

The end.

holiday is ending :)
haha omg i went out since friday weih :P

friday after school - ou with jz
saturday night - yumcha
sunday whole day - curve with ron , thn dagei at blitz .wooh i saw gareth HAHAHA. damn farnie. and er, some mac city guy was sitting beside me lol. zaim i think, according to gareth :)
monday whole day - nat ky ron wj and ru en they all LOL at ou (again)
tuesday whole day - sunway with joslyn
wednesday whole day - ou (again) with soon. thn stw came back from penang omg :D :D :D so yeah, at night yumcha at giza with tw they all :p
thursday whole day - tc with tw they all , then ou (again) till 10pm with wk :) night i ffk dagei hahaha. too tired

note : MUSIC BOX @ cross fire IS FUN ! HAHAHA.
release stress :P

sunday :) @bro's car

monday :)  @ home

@wong kok 

tuesday :)

 @ sunway :)

@ sushi king :D

@ kim gary

wednesday :)

thursday :)

- not available -

LOL hahaha. nvr take picture :P 

friday :) 

- today - 

lazy go out d hahaha

Everyone says its gonna be OK. They only say that because they have no idea, its not happening to them, they don't know its going to be OK, because it isn't...

The key .

my heart is locked

and the key is stolen 

They say you learn from your mistakes... I don't consider this a mistake I just wish the story didn't end this way

怎么我微笑着心却是痛的 ?

:)

ahahah im back :)

exam week was LOL lah :) it was a stressful week for me . stress.
oh well , im glad its over ;D

monday and tuesday i didnt bring anything to school hahahha. only pencil box
everyone was like . oh shit susan where the hell is your bag weih?
thn im like , hahahah hmm ? at home :D

sorry la hahaha im just being me :P
typical susan y'kno :P hahah.

then yeah, studied like f lah haha.
study hard play hard.
MUST BE THE BEST :)

hahaha k lah im done with all my crap
ciao cin ciao :P

oh btw, happy holidays! ahahah :D

;


i will keep on smiling no matter what
i will keep on pretending
pretending that i am fine
because i know one day my happiness will come back
and my smile will be real again :)

 

我一定会想你的，如果可以的话，我也想守护你。

You take care. Bestest best :) ♥

I..

Sigh, how am i supposed to continue my life without you for another 6 months ? it hurts so much, too much 

it hurts like shit .
i feel damn freakking regret now . yi han yi han. we still got so many things havent do. fml. haih

i think i pressed your "explode button" .. 
wo bao zhong la haha . 

I hope youre just taking a break . 

u know i dont like which word the most hun

"im sorry" is not what i wanna hear from you.

; 

 I want to continue reading the whole series of the tale with you, because ive pass myself, and im so over about my dark times, and the best story writer came to me. its you :) 

是你教我的，还有时间的话就赶紧把心意告诉关心的人。要让他也知道还有人很关心他。

人海茫茫，有多少个会让我们感到不舍？

别让不舍得变得舍得。

 " Everything got ban fa. Just you yao bu yao. Ru guo yao jiu yi ding zuo de dao. "

笑容只维持几秒就变酸了

exit

此刻我只想找一个出口
逃离这混乱荒谬
爱不爱改天再说

哪里才会有离开你的出口
可是就算真找到出口

我离开以後能往哪里走

谁能告诉我哪里有出口
能让我逃出这个
我快沉没的漩涡

No one .

" No one falls in-love by choice, it's by a chance. No one stays in-love by chance, it's by effort. And no one falls out of love by effort, it's by choice "

dowan poke you back, let me bookmark you forever , in my heart  page . 
♥

她说

" 这次，你真的爱了吗？"

" 还好吧.. "

" 那你的眼泪在干嘛？"

 " 我. 有吗？"

" 别装了，你根本骗不了我。"

 " 没事啦我不痛，真的。"

那个又乐观又傻的我，你还在吗？

 I was chasing my dreams, but I tripped over reality and busted my head on the truth.

i am

not tired enough.

gonna bou chemistry tonight . 

i hope this is working , i wanna be so freakking tired to stop thinking.

 that's life i suppose. You go along and then suddenly, poof.

sittin back, chillin and dreaming of great things.

oh hai :P back from tuition haha. was supposed to go somewhere just now but haih, nid go dinner. so f it la :D

belum tidur lagi GG. headache liao . hmm chemistry is killing me :D cations and anions. belum memorize. fak.

kk i better ciao now its raining agn omg. screw this weather , make me wanna sleep only hahaha.

wooh i took accounts oh shit hahaha

im gonna stress myself to death wooyea :P

i should go for econs too. LOL JOKINGG :D

lalala . 

kthxbai 

Sitting here , smiling . Life is good .

your handwriting sucked :)

but. wo you shao shao, huai nian . 

dear 1993's :P

Teacher : aiyorr susan ! why today so quiet wan? cant get jaychow's ticket is it..
Me : walao teacher u dont so lame lah . i no mood weih don kacao :(
T : aiya jaychou only maaaa.. sit outside the stadium and look at the poster enough lah

dotz ..10 mins later.

Me : HAHAHAHA :X :X
T : woi ! thought u say u no mood? why now so bising wan u ?
Me : HAHAHAHA now i got mood d ma LOL
T to C : class, whats ur zodiac ah?

C : PIGGG !
T : ohh, i thought chicken weih talk so much
Me : HAHAHA u dont worry i'll pass this msg to last year's f5s :P

LOLOLOL :X