Tuesday, January 19, 2010

Secret #32 - sometimes i cry just to hear you tell me me it'll all be okay .



As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let u down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder evrytime.
You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with yout best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never never get back.

the reason why am i so hyper evrytime , is because i dont wanna lose evry minute of happiness i'll never get back.
I hate the way you talk to me,
hate it when u stare
and the way u read my mind
i hate you so much it makes me sick !
it even makes me ryhme
i hate the way your always right
i hate when u lie
i hate the way u make me laugh
even worse when u make me cry
i hate it that your not around
and the fact that you didnt call
but mostly
i hate the way i dont hate you
not even close
not even a lil bit
not even at all ..

Illusion NEVER chged into something REAL.
my wounds have healed by now
but you can still see the scars
there once was a time
when silence meant nothing to me
life is worthless
i wish i was a flower :\

I didnt want to admit it
it was easier to lie
and hide the hurt and emptiness
to smile instead of cry.
Not all scars show
not all wounds heal
sometimes u cant always see the pain someone feels
once again ,
im tired of trying, sick of crying
yeap im smiling
but inside im dying

feelings i used to have arent there, and for the first time in so long
i really just dont care
i lock away the pain, put away the fears, show u only smiles
not the hidden tears
it spills the truth about how i feel inside

Funny when things never change
Even when you say they will
But while your off srewing her
My life is standing still
You tell me that you love me
When I go to leave
You tell me I'm your only one
And I let myself believe
I know that you are using me
But you'll never let me go
I know that you don't love me
I know I'm just for show
I don't know If I can stand
To see you love another girl
You know that you broke my heart
You know that your my world
But while your standing by my side
I'll believe your lies forever
Cause everything seems so perfect
When we are together

I cry for the time that you were almost mine, I cry for the memories I've left behind, I cry for the pain, the lost, the old the new, I cry for the times I thought I had you
Every night i talk to the stars pretending its you.. it acts just like you tho.. far away and never replies to my questions

Its not that i do not love
it is that the last time i ever cared
is when i could see something other than this pain
i could see him
but now that he passed
all i can feel is sorrow and woe

You can always forgive the people who hurt you, let you wait for so long and made you look so stupid...but you can NEVER forget what they did!
Some things are not meant to be kept forever. You have to stop and let go when things aren't going right and everything you did is unappreciated. Remember This! It is always wiser to be alone but happy than with somebody who do nothing while you do everything.
Sometimes, we need to forget about some people from our past. It is because of just one very simple reason. THEY DON'T BELONG IN OUR FUTURE!
People change....And usually, they change to someone they said they wouldn't be.
"I LOVE YOU..."..... That was the SWEETEST LIE I ever heard!

now its over
even i've found out you're with somebody
but i keep on loving you.. till evry piece of me is broken
how could i ever forget you
if your the one who made my hearts started to beats?

nothing lasts forever
so live it up, drink it down
laugh it off
avoid the bullshit, take chances
& never have regrets, because at one point,
evrything you did was exactly what you wanted.
i guess you could say that i've chged
but you never really knew me in the first place

someone asked me if i missed you
i didnt answer
i just closed my eyes and walked away
and whisper :
so much ..
my feelings are building for you
but so is my fear, my fear of losing you

Don't say you love me unless you really mean it,
cause I might do something crazy like believe it.
It's hard to tell my mind to stop loving you when my heart still does.
"Just live and breathe
And try not to die again."

&& Giving up doesnt always mean you are weak
sometimes it just means your strong enough to let go :)

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

I can relate to this I'm going threw this I literally make myself cry so this guy that olive can tell me or ask me I'd I'm ok I love when he asks me I just do this is just like the butterfly feeling reading this :")) tears of joy.