SMKDU BSMM INSTALLATION NIGHT ! :)

It was fun :)
We played chubby bunny
It was damn funny
I laughed my ass off weih hahahaha

Thanks alot for coming, Dj and Taman Sea bsmm member
You guys rocks to the max :)
Loves ! :D

I know how it felt.

To be treated this way.
Im really sorry for you. you deserved so much better.
All i can say is experience means nothing, its ur ability that matters the most. :)


:) went to ou just now. helen bought new shoes hahaha.
I bought new slippers -_- thanks man yi shen. grr.
Not so nice, i regretted :(
I wanted Ipanema! 9 bucks difference only.
Sigh sigh, heart pain dei.
I should have went Studio-R before Vincci.
Oh wells...... :(

AND Ohemgeee im so gonna buy that Nike bag weihh :P
My WC bag died hahahah.
Time to get money money money , ching ching :D
189 bucks !

Okay im damn sleepy now.
Bedtime !
Nights :) hahahaha.

 I didnt see you today 

where were you? 

I wonder

I went to see u again, today.
I remember I used to see you everyday :)
Until beginning of this year, I stopped.
Things has changed sigh.
I dont see what I saw in you anymore.
I hope it will come back one day.

I remember you left for a few months
I went everyday but I didn't see u at all
I nearly gave up.
But then I saw u again..
You're back :)

I wonder how long will you be there..
What if you left?
Will u be back again?
I'll be waiting :)


Bu ke yi fang qi !




陌生人，我想你了。。

I feel like giving up on everything.

Hi :)
First day of exam.
It was quite okay la heh
Wasn't that bad :)
I think I'm gonna fail addmaths again hahaha
Dear finals, pls be good to me :)

Wooh.whole camp lagging like shit now
I'm blogging using Ipad now.
Ah so much better.
My comp is dying. Time to reformat.

This time i won't back up any files anymore.
It's pointless.
Chatlogs,photos.. They're just memories.
They will soon fade away :)

What's the point keeping memories?
I mean, u create them everyday right :)

There must be reasons why.

如果有一天，我不再是我，怎么办？
I'm starting to lose myself..

Decisions

Hi. :)
Yeap, I skipped school again. Studying chem now.
Can die weih seriously.

Ahhhhh jiayou ah Susan tho!
Study study study.
Must.be.the.best!:)

Sigh. From Aug onwards cannot skip class d
Busy month is overrrrr. Hopefully sigh.
I don't wanna be like this :(
confirm fail Spm weih like this. Damn shit
I dont want it to happen lo :/

Daddy is worried about me.
Sigh..I feel bad :(


我开始不相信自己了
The dark side of me is taking over.



Off le, ciaoses.

Best of the best .

I love you bestf ! Love to the max :)

CandyL <3 :)

LOL

AHHAHA okay. my previous post was really serious.
so not me weih :/
btwwwwww.  i failed :D hahaha
failed to study xD
im watching the other truth now. wooh nais nais.
too funny. laugh die me. XD

im back to blogging world :D
gonna start spamming
tadaaaaaa.

k back to drama. ciaoses. :D

hehehehe, means i skipped school for nothing.

sorry daddy! 

test

July test is here :)

all i can say is time flies 

half of my form4's life is gone 

and im kinda happy how it went.. actually. 

That night, it was so cold
my hand was shaking, my body was shivering.
i was waiting for an answer..
an answer for the question that keeps me wondering all the time.
all these time, i was guessing if my answer was the real answer.
finally, i found out the truth.
its not a guess but truth.
it was spilled out accidentally by someone. i was there.
thank you friend :) you helped me alot.
i was stupid.

Before i go to bed, i was thinking.. keep on thinking.
what was my mistake?
my heart..it was broken into pieces, again.
i don't feel anything.

I knew that i was wrong, and i regretted about it
but what can i do? its over now.
we should never look back, i guess.
it took me so long to find it out
i was naive. he was right. his decision to leave was right
i shouldn't stop him.
he is happy with his current lifestyle, with his current girlfriend.
i should be happy too.. for him, for them.

July, i was single for the past 4 months. 

kinda broke my record though hahahha. 

i made it :P 

had a deal with shen and aaron, im gonna be single for more than 3 months !
or 6. hmmmmmm.

nah, i'll just stay single until i found the right one again. tehe. :)

I tried giving out chances, but it won't work.
forcing myself to love someone won't work
i realised its really cruel giving out false hope
i tried to work it out, but i just can't.
i can't do this.
and so, i decided to take it back
and look forward.
im sorry. i just need time i guess.
i have to mean what i say, that's the reason why i don't say it anymore.
if i say it, i mean it.

Life's been a bitch, as usual.

problems problems and problems. 

problems that can't be solved. 

all i can do is wait, and try to work it out. 

i think i better get going

studying studying yeah ! 

ciaoses. 

唯一的一个谎言

把我自己的意志力

和梦想

全都打散了

也许

这就是人生吧？

重重复复

不停在希望与绝望之间徘徊

我真的没有勇气再走下去

我就站在这里好了

眼淚

我曾　認真　深愛著一個人　他給我幸福的可能

我等　我問　未來何時發生　他只是給我一個吻

快樂　我哭　是因為你的手　曾答應帶我向前走

難過　我哭　是因為我的手　找不到你說的以後

好眼淚　壞眼淚　我都曾為你流　感動和悲傷都是理由

只不過　在你不再愛我了以後　剩壞的眼淚慢慢流

快樂　我哭　是因為我付出　得到你溫柔的答覆

難過　我哭　是因為我認輸　你的心永遠留不住

好眼淚　壞眼淚　我都曾為你流　感動和悲傷都是理由

只希望　在我不再想你了之後　有好的眼淚慢慢流

有好的笑容陪著我

跌倒了， 失去了， 不要紧， 爬起来继续！

风雨兼程，且歌且行。

有路，才有旅途，

没有一个人会一无所有，不要让悲歌浇熄了我们的热情！

:)

its 5:00 AM now & im going to bed :)
nights all  ♥

♥

Where you are is where I want to be. 

And through your eyes all the things I want to see. 

And in the night you are my dream. 

You are everything to me.

♥

"Love hard when there is love to be had. Because perfect guys don’t exist, but there’s always one guy that is perfect for you."

Love would never leave us alone
You have to be someone
My fear is my only courage
My music will go on forever. Maybe it's a fool say that, but when me know facts me can say facts. My music will go on forever.
Every man gotta right to decide his own destiny
Open your eyes, look within. Are you satisfied with the life you're living?
One Love, One Heart, Let's get together and feel alright

I truly believe

:)

"You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She's not perfect - you aren't either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there."


— Bob Marley