I'll always love you.

its been raining ever since you.. 

i often close my eyes
and i can see u smile
you reach out for my hand
and im woken from my dream
although ur heart is mine
its hollow inside
i never had ur love
and i never will

and every night
i lie awake
thinking maybe you'd love me
like i've always loved you
but how can u love me
like i loved u when
you cant even look me straight in my eyes

i've never felt this way
to be so in love
to have someone there
yet feel so alone
arent you supposed to be
the one to wipe my tears
the one to say that
you would never leave

the water calm and still
my reflection is there
i see u holding me
but then u disappear
all that is left of you
is a memory
on that only
exists in my dream

i dont know what hurts you
but i can feel it too
and it just hurts so much
to know that i cant do a thing
and deep down in my heart
somehow i just know
that no matter what
i'll always love you.

when i drift to sleep
i see u next to me
you try to hold me tight
i realized its all a dream
i thought ur heart was going to be all mine
i feel empty without you

every moment, i lie and dream
hoping u want me at least as much as i do you
cant explain this feeling that i hold inside
but i hope someday you will chg ur mind

i didnt want it to go
it was so close to love
to have u right there
then feel so alone

you were supposed to be my everything
the one to keep me same
im crazy to think that
i look back at the last time i saw u
i see u holding me
then slowly fade away

all that is left of you is a memory
of that day i once felt glad

i dont know what went wrong
but im sure neither do you
tried hard to keep it from going bad like it did
maybe one day you will see how much you need me

just like i need you, yes baby i do

I hate the fact that I can never hate you

6.43pm, finally home.
outing with ky and nat was fun
neway session :P
its been quite a while since i updated about whats happening
on my daily life though

im so tired.

if you are ready to come in my dream then im ready to sleep forever

Never should've let you go
Never found myself at home
Ever since that day that you walked
Right out the door

You were like my beating heart
That I, I can't control
Even though we've grown apart
My brain cant seem to let you go

Thinking back to the old times
When you kept me up late at night
We use to mess around
Laugh and play, fuss and fight

Since youve moved on
You took a piece of me give it back
So much pain in my chest
Blacking out, heart attack

Promise me, you wont let anyone hurt you
Remember, I will always be here for you
Even if it kills me to see you

Someone like you.

I heard that you're settled down
That you found a girl and you're married now.
I heard that your dreams came true.
Guess she gave you things I didn't give to you.

Old friend, why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back or hide from the light.

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,
Yeah.

You know how the time flies
Only yesterday was the time of our lives
We were born and raised
In a summer haze
Bound by the surprise of our glory days

Nothing compares
No worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes
They are memories made.
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?

I hope someday we'll be strong enough to fight for what we feel.

我有記憶以來 我就期望 能擁有愛 觸摸到愛

也知道我的雙手 空無一物 就因為愛總進不來

我從沒得到愛 就先闖開 勇敢去愛  突破難關

我雖然也受傷了 再站起來 別讓自己感受傷害

或許是種折騰 但我相信著

只要還活著 愛就存在著

有人說我太傻了 太愚蠢 因為我不會怕有傷痕

總是允許別人 用自我保護做基本

直到那個人 傷我到完整 就放棄維護自己的責任

Reasons

總是不敢要太多 總是覺得自己還不夠
可是為什麼 看見你對她的問候會心痛

最想說就別管我 我沒事的只是太衝動
轉了身的我 一步一步告訴自己 要往前走

勇敢說出我想要的理由 勇敢享受愛情中的溫柔
我在害怕些什麼
勇敢說出我愛你的理由 勇敢接受愛情中的脆弱
能不能夠說出口 讓我勇敢溫柔

我不想閃躲 或裝做不在乎放棄自我
我想那並不是我

xing fu.

幸福生活是人人追求的。
幸福的定义也许是同样的，但追求的目标却大不相同，
幸福的内涵也各不相同，幸福的感受更是各人不同。
瞎子能看到世界，会觉得幸福；
朝不保晚的穷汉，能吃一顿饭，那是幸福；
两地分居的夫妻，能够团聚，也是幸福。。。

人生几十年，如白驹过隙。
过了不惑，人生过半，看到了太多的生离死别，
感觉自己也一步一步迈向坟墓，你会领悟到生命的珍贵，
人生的真谛：开心的活着，就是幸福！

Just because I haven't called you out on your lies yet, doesn't mean I haven't noticed.

Never be ashamed of falling in love.
It's the greatest compliment u can pay someone.

Patience gives us strength. It gives us a reason to keep waiting.
Yes, certain things are worth waiting for.
Missing you is not what I do best. It's what I do most.
That little time I spent with you made my whole world changed.
But, sometimes ignoring the problem is the only solution to solve a problem.
I can't talk to you anymore , i won't talk to you anymore.
I acted like it wasn't a big deal, when really it was breaking my heart.
I may be a person of few words, but I mean what I say, and say what I mean.
We don't know the value of our moments until they become a memory.
Sad but true.