If loving you is a crime

then arrest me now (:

today sibeh hao xiao lo..
woke up at 11 sth
11.45 must go school adi
means i still got 45mins nia
havent pack bag, havent bath and stuffs
kns

pack bag and bath finish jor, 11.45 adi -.-
no need eat lo..
thn go school
reached there, takde orang punya -.-
so yeah, chat with jowyn and her boyf.
haha, sorry la, 3 mins lightbulb =X
thn zoewyn came.
zoewyn was like "hahah hows ur h1n1 and ur holiday?"
LOL.

thn hy came, we hugged each other to spread h1n1. LOL!
after that ru en say go makmal..
dono for what
so me and hy have to FEN KAI. LOL!!
fen shou kuai le, zhu ni kuai le XD
thn go makmal lo.. pn lim there -.-
she say we need to take temperature for another week wor
smore we cannot use 2dahlia first
we go 5 keledang! ^^

eh fking weird lor
i think SMKDU got something called "DAHLIA CURSE"

last year 1 dahlia got lubang, thn we went to form5's block also right?? ^^
we spent whole month there
whole gang sit 2gether smore
syokness :D
i miss veron so much T_T
this time 2dahlia orang kena h1n1
go form5 block again.
hahah dahlia curse, hao xiao xD
wonder wat's next year's curse *CHOIIIIIIIII*
xD

when we're in makmal
i think im OVER excited or sth. haha
i feel damn hot
thn yw was like " WALAO U DAMN HOT, FEVER JOR!"
hahaha. i know i hot la.
*walao eh -.- perasan daooo..*

thn when pn lim call me
go out, take temperature
thn i curi curi tengok
cheh, 36.6 oni ma. LOL!
:D

after makmal we go 5 keledang lo..
we talk cock sing song for 2 period
thn we went library.
ahah crime?
that sofea go take my pic without my permission.
huai dan! =.=

after library thn we go another room
ting wei played the ping pong thingie
cheh! so called lan qiu gao shou?
satu bola pun tak masuk cakap sendiri bball pro?
hahaha xD

after that we have to go back adi..
i told sofea i wanna skip pn lim's class laar.
let us stay longer
xD
but not long also
1 period gone oni
still got one more
nvm lo, go back suffer
today pn lim teach.. COORDINATE :D

we all talk alot during maths. hahah

pn lim me
*talk talk talk*
*look at pn lim*
" u ar, take back ur book, alot mistakes"
"haar reli ar? "
"ya laa, go check ur work"
"yeeer, why wrong"
"ask urself la"
"if i know i wont ask u jor la teacherrrrr."
*whisper to ru en xD

thn me and wk talking bout digimon.LOL!
that guy DAMN CUTE. ahh
i cant bliff im in love with some cartoon anime character..
but its normal lar
who call who draw until so nice.
xDD

after that recess lo..
dono why don feel like eating.
so just chat with they all only lo..
talk talk talk, bell ring -.-
LOL
thn balik class ^^
oh yaa, geo that time i was doing maths homework xD
thn when i ask re, ehh when's math?
re and wk shout " LATER LAAAAAA!!"
woah woah, chilling man. hahah
thn i fai fai do
xD

but i nvr do 2 questions
i think pn lim skipped that page
she nvr mark O_O

after recess is SCIENCE
yaaayyyyy -.-
bu hao wan de..
so sien..

after sc is ICTL :D
today mr sivam say we all useless
hurt dao...... -.-
thn amir was like " u vry useful meh?"
hahha

thn we continue doing our webpage
walao our webpage fking nice weih xDDD
sure la, who do de? SUSAN THO WEIH!
kai shen mo wan xiao :D

thn do halfway i heard tcher calling my name
i dono what he talking also

mr sivam me

" susan.. next week presentation ar?"
" haar?"
" next week u present"
" with partner rite?"
" ya"
" ok."
" ok ar?"
" ok laa"

after that re stare kao at me

"WALAO WHY U SAY OK!?"
"haaar? why?"
"next week we have to present ar!!"
"ya la, all also next week ma?"
"YAA, butttttt, we all first ma"
"walao ya meh, i damn blur case"
"walao.."
"u nvr say earlier, how i know what tcher talking, i busy maa. hehehe"
"walao.."
"aiyor nvm la, u teman me XD"
"you aarr, aiyor.."
"what laaa, first one good ma, good example XD"
"you arr.."
"ni gou liao wor -.-"

LOL, what la weih, i tot tcher .. ask us present next week ma.. cz at first is this week de, but we all not done yet.. BUT hor, tell u sth, last few weeks me and re play oni, havent even start, now do until here adi, pro lehh. heheheh xD

next week must fai fai gao dim it :)
thn fong hok lo! :D
thanks for temaning me, alvin ^^

Whee, today reached home damn early
7.15 reach adi. wahaha :D
can watch tong sam fong bou. hahah

oh yeah, today whole day nvr eat.
shen jing bing -.-
come back, bath, eat, watch movie :D

thn watch watch ha.. SLEEEEEP. LOL
wake up, do homework
cz terlalu sien adi
do homework plus watch digimon. HOHOH :D
lame maa, i knw i knw -.-
sohai maa, watever lo...
i like maa.
how?
LOL

i finish evrything adi lo
i mean today's homework xD
now 2.08am adi
i blog for 1 hour adi -.-
ohyeahh! got some pic from pendrive. hehe.
today when i check my pendrive using sch's comp
suddenly mrsivam check comp
WALAO, hak sei ngo.
luckily he nvr open mine
if not. ha. ha.
hailat.com.my :)
k la, feel like studying sej now
so that i can sleep xD

NIght! :D

难过，我哭，是因为我的手找不到你说的以后。

Whole day math-ing today.
busy with the angle and stuffs ++ DIGIMON! :D
left few more eps and im gonna finish it!
before school's start. heheh.
eh look at the time lar, i thought im still quarantine-ing holiday-ing ^^
but NOOO, tmr monday adi T_T
i mean now. heh
but im still in holiday mood.
so how? lets party in school! XDD

damn la, tmr got maths, im so dead man
how to draw 75 degree ar?
i know how to draw, but wrong side laar
damn weihhh..
kao meng ahhhh >.<
whole day yan jiu until crazy adi
even sis tot i kena rasuk or sth
why suddenly so rajin . haha
i woke up at 5
yanjiu from 7am until night.
LOL! crazy girl, shen jing bing!
and sis was like

"walao suddenly u bcom so rajin, abnormal weihh.."
"haha, fking scared laa."
"scared wad?"
"July test, if i don start now, i'll go crazy later on"
"haha."

but i can only do it when im watching TV
no TV, no mood to study
im such a weirdo -__-"


Ahhhh, i don wanna go school
kononnya my class is so damn f*king smelly :O
how am i suppose to study in a BANYAK BUSUK classroom?
aiyor.. someone pls bring perfume
pls dun chao sei ngo. LOL =X


and and, saturday got class?
smore its a friday class?
woahseh. luckily helen said no dahlians went to school
if not i GG adi
pn kang will ask them draw lukisan or what
if i absent, DIE man. like seriously
pn kang will force me draw 2 lukisan next week.
haha. thn my hand will patah
wheee, later qi bok ~
haha

i forgot tmr got what class adi
cz they chg the timetable
but i rmb last period is ICTL
omg i love last period's ICTL
the room damn cold wan
last time is first period
hot like shit
behtahan -.-
but now..
HEHEH
can tan aircondd :D
can man man do my IT proj ^^
so.. tmr oni i pack bag laa ^^

nights people! :D

life without phone is EXTREMELY boring
luckily i have comp :)

You won't know if i still love you

because im still im hiding it , and im not gonna let u know.

because i don't wanna get hurt, anymore.

Wooh, ytd whole day nvr come online. hahah ^^
busy with digimons xD
ytd woke up, watch digimon with bro. hahaha
thn go Dj with candy
IM LATE WEIH, CAUSE DAD NOT AT HOME -.-
SORRRYYY T__T
thn when he come back, he say he wanna watch movie
so cannot send me -.-
LUCKILY, my bro going out
he told me he's going to dj and ask if me i wanna come along too
so i called candy, thn she walk to Dj, ALONE. im sorry T_T
ytd i die die also must go
cz i promised candy, and wat promised is promised
i have to do it no matter what (:
not gonna let her putih putih walk to dj alone
so i must NOT FFK her!

UNLESS, i got no fking way to do -.-

when i reach DJ, saw candy and andrew
sorry for keep u guys waiting >.<
thn bro went atria and eat
he told me he will be back at 30mins and if im still not ready, he's gonna leave without me
what a mean brother is this >.<
but thn he eat until damn long
so i teman candy walk back to DU first.
halfway bro call me wait him at 7eleven
so i go there lo.. walk all the way from DU back to DJ.
sorry candy, can teman u until halfway oni T_T
thn i read mags. HAHA

thn bryan called, din know who is tat at first, though.
cause my freakking screen SPOIL kao jor
whole thing BLANK
but still can use lar
cz im used to it.
i can do anything i want without looking at the screen
wahaha =X
before that i texted candy, i thought i'll type wrongly or what cz my screen is totally dead
u cant see anything -.-
thn i try my luck lo
i send one msg there
hahah
thn after that i asked candy, any mistakes?
she said no
wooh xD
im so proud of myself. WAHAHAH :D


after that bro came, at first he say he wanna buy domino de..
but he nvr bring the voucher. too bad lor... T_T
no pizza for ytd

Tonight got BBQ! hehehe ;D
i think munlok is doing also
if i go ar, means whole day im bbq-ing weih. syok dao.... xD

but not going lar
at nite oni go aunts house with bro. haha


after DJ......
TERIMA KASIH BANYAK BANYAK TO ALLAN THO FOR FETCHING ME
I LOVE YOU BROOOOOOOOOOOOO <3333
:D
thn we come back and watch digimon again!
oh, what a lame brother i have (:

that time dragon ball,
now digimon
next time sailor moon and pokaemon? :D
what about POWER PUFF GIRLS? hahaha xDD
thn we watch until 7pm thn i watch tong sam fong bou
at first damn she bu de
wanna continue digimon xD


thn 10pm we went Ou

TRANSFORMERRRRRS 2
the revenge of the falllennn..
hohohoh

love bumblebee weih! :D

this car damn nice o.o

beside bumblebee that 2 car
DAMN CUTE
busy fighting all the time. haha

and and

this girl fking hot
but i heard rumour bout... =X
is it true? @.@

our movie is at 12.00AM
hall 9
anyone went? xD

we all got 10 tickets
jaryl not coming
so he give it to sine yee ^^
10 tickets -- me, bro, bro gf, bro, bro gf, chiyew, sineyee, wayne, derek and..johh. right? o.O

lols
wo bu zhi dao
bro's fren lai de

12.00AM watch until 2.40AM
woooh :D
syok dao papa mama ^^
after the movie ar, brother stare kao at me and tell evryone

"we all gonna get h1n1 already la, my sister from DU u know."

before that he look at me
" h1n1, zhen shi hao xiao!"

LOL.... wtheck. haha
whole cinema kena! LOL
Choiiiiii man xD


after that we went yamcha
me, bro, kiwi(gf), bro, etain(gf), chiyew, weiyeap, wayne, john
derek and sineyee went back
yamcha until 4

thn balik rumah
reached at 4 something?
hahah
thn DIGIMON! :D
omg im so addicted to digimons xD
agumon! wadevermon! papamon! mamamon!
=X

i watch until 5am beh tahan adi
i think i slept at 5am. hahah ..
bro still watching i think? o.o
beh tahan, damn tired xD

later gonna watch again! heheh :D

P.s
Don't sms me, i wont be replying because i cant even see the msg
screen problem
anything call me.
i'll sms u when my screen is back to normal
:)

在你眼中我只是一个小孩子吗？

& what u told me is u still love me
and you're gone, the next day

Emo la now >.<
Anyway, just came back from aunt's house with broS and his gfS
hahah, aunt was talking bout GAYs and LESBIANs the whole time :)
and yeah, this is the first time she put away EDUCATION/KNOWLEDGE this 2 words aside
Relax moment uh? :D

bro and bro talked + laughed like crazy
and i left my fone at home
i feel so .. weird without my fone, without sms, without fone calls -.-

and when i was about to leave
suddenly aunt gave me a hug ^^
and say " WORK HARD GIRL "
hahah
spread h1n1. hahaha
jkjk xD

checked fone's inbox
and realized, ur msg is still here.
but its damn long ago.
to be honestly, i DO miss you
alot :\
but we wont be texting like last time already
right?

and my fone's screen got problem again
sot sot dei
gonna get a new fone! no matter what happen ! ;D
and last time, when i restart my fone
i check the inbox
few thousand msgs GONE CASE.
fking sam tong T_T
he wont send all those msg to me liao de lehh
omgggggggg T_T
aihs.
so from that day on, i tell myself, i wont restart my fone adi
if battery low, i'll move all my msgs to "SAVED MSGS"
safety first ma ^^




“A moment lasts all of a second, but the memory lives on forever.”

When you're feeling empty, keep me in your memory.

Hello! :D

Heheh i watched some ghost movie with bro and his gf just now..
its not actually that scary lar, but that ghost scream until damn scary
mou duen duen " AHHHHHHHHHHHH "
-.-
heart attack weih!
xin zhang bing bao faa.
smore yan hak yan hak sei yan?
no la, guai hak yan ZHONG sei dak yan XD
the funniest part in the movie is.....
the ghost is afraid of his ghost fren
gui pa gui? haha.
cz he thought he's still alive but actually he's dead already. heh =X
scary mary

omg omg
i feel like eating Pizzaaa T.T
1300 88 2525! :D
i still rmb the ads
got umbrella one. hahaha

and and, omg i wanna watch COMING SOON laaaaa T_T
evryone say its so damn scary
smore say watch adi sure don dare to step in cinemas wan wor..
now eyes gatal adi
i wan to watch!!
gonna get the DVD
O.O
thn watch alone
HAAHAHAH
chigek-ness 90%
hehehe, im crazy, not gonna do it weih!
shen jing bing
lei dou soh soh dei geh
watch alone later the tv ar, come out one girl ghost i hailat @.@
scare until KEEESIAO
thn u all must go Hops shenjingbing to visit me adi
maybe i'll shang tou tiao also
shenjingbing.com

LOL.
thn maybe when u see me, i'll scare you, hahah
put tomato sos in mouth :D

k la, dowan talk cock jor.
today sien laar.
kononnya, tmr morning we can go out adi
hohohoh.
gonna MUST skip KH tomorrow
coz cannot go school ma.
hehehheeh so happy
no need draw lukisan dotdotdot liao. heh :D

but next week sure rush like crazy lo T_T
smore we missed PJK this week agn
its TMR.
Damn -.-
2 weeks adi lehh. walao -.-
plus exams and the week before exam
5 weeks adi. kanasai -.-
more than one month weih!-.-
stupid tcher, last week no gotong-royong also don let us go down -.-

I WANNA PLAY BBALL WEIHH
hand gatal adi T.T


Ohyeah, i havent start doing my sej proj. hehehehehe ^.^"
dono where to start laar
but u know what, my last min work sure damn perfect wan. HAHA
if i do earlier ar, sure kelam kabut
not nice de o.O

i havent study also
sej and Kh correction not done .. YET
gonna do it tonight ^^

aihs, hao xue sheng ma (fang pi) , what to do?
hao xue sheng will do it earlier laa, wait until now meh..soh soh dei
hehehe :D

k la, im done. hehe
baibai! ;D

我会努力忘了如何流泪, 我也会记着这个疤痕, 时时刻刻提醒自己, 不要傻了.ღ

Spread h1n1?

Hello! :D
im spreading h1n1 (eventhough i don have it, but just anggap i got la kay *TOUCHWOODD!)

8tv news :

cara-cara mencegah influenza A (h1n1)
1) -------
2) --------
3) --------
4) jangan mendekati ahli-ahli keluarga etc..


bro is beside me
guess what i do?

bro me

*Huggggggggggggggsss*
"wahah, i dekat jor! KOR! u kena h1n1, heheheheh, muahahaha :D :P"
" ... "

LOLLL. i sibeh lame
walao ehh -.-

hugged ETAIN TOOO.

" etainnnnnn, i wan a hugggg"
*hugssss*
"OMG h1n1. hahaha"

wahah :D

SO LAME~
im boreddd.

wahaha im lifeless XD

LOL MAN, i recorded something. hehehehe xD
this is the FIRST TIME i watch news watch until so happy. LOL :x
and battery low, so yeah, i nvr record dao jowyn
but the end there, jowyn ngam ngam reach school nia
heh x)

ohh anddd, i saw 2dah! LOL
and mel is talking ! xD
and candyyy, the morning session one is ur class? o.O
and hy ar, u know who is the last person? HAHAHA =X
let's keep our mouth shut kayyyy xD

Sometimes if you love someone so much, it will actually hurt more.

true enough..

Omggggg, damn boring arrr..
what i did evryday is

1) wake up
2) toilet
3) check temperature -- 35,36, not even 37 :)
4) onlineeeeee
5) eat





study leh?
i never study. hahha
and u know what?
im not gonna waste my another one week DOING NOTHING already.
im gonna get my sej proj done
study science vol.1
study maths vol.1
and geo
and sej bab1-4

tats all
i study all this first
but one week enough mehh?
should be okay guaaa, one day one subject, study until midnite xD
thn only continue with other subjects
Heeee :)
i hope i can do it >.<

cannot study halfway TERTIDUR adi!

gonna stop watching movie (if i can xD)
or i watch movie sambil study (so pro?)
aiyak dun care laaaa
zhong zhi i must study arrrr

SUSAN THO JIA YOUUU!
:)

第一次? LMAO! xD

每个人一生都要经历无数的第一次，看看下面的第一次你经历过吗？

第一次哭得这么伤心





第一次读书




第一次偷窥




第一次的冲动





第一次初吻




第一次飙车




第一次当模特




第一次想当英雄而苦练绝技




第一次泡妞




第一次上麦当劳




第一次住宾馆。。。




第一次的你就这么酷




第一次和这么多禽兽单独在一起




第一次遇见女流氓



第一次出游




第一次做人体彩绘




第一次吃脚





第一次自己吃饭




第一次吃肉




第一次和“它”共进午餐




第一次洗澡




第一次自己洗澡




第一次睡觉掉床




第一次玩卫生贴（不知道应该叫什么）

第一次面对这么多粉丝




第一次和爸爸合影




第一次学哥哥的样子




第一次喝多





第一次用耳机听歌




第一次跌倒后有这么多“人”帮忙




第一次指认凶手~~~~~就是他!!!!





第一次做祈祷




第一次打电话




第一次自己上厕所~还有和排泄物的亲密接触~~ ==‘’‘



第一次油漆~~


（如果我是他爸妈我应该会疯掉........）

Dai siu jehh..

Hahah, daddy talk alot laar
now he must dabao for me adi
i no need to do evrything myself adi
HOHOHOH
thn when he talks alot

i tell him
"dee, u talk smore ar, i go and sleep ur room wan ar.."
"u better dun go my room."
"HAHAHAHA, if u talk smore laa, i go and slp ur room aa!"


HAHAAHAHA
LOL!
omg im so lame
haha

dai siu jeh lifestyle~

i think i saw someone this morning ^^

Hey,
I saw U this morning on your way to work.
I called out to U but U were in a big hurry & U didn't hear me...................
I knew U wouldn't believe me so I took a picture to show U.

(scroll down)

Have a great day! xD

P.S. Next time dont go so fast
its not safe

I missed the way you talked to me ;

like how it used to be, last time

對你的思念是一天又一天
孤單的我還是沒有改變
美麗的夢..何時才能出現
親愛的你..好想再見你一面
秋天的風..一陣陣的吹過
想起了去年的這個時候
你的心.到底在想些什麽
為什麽留下這個結局讓我承受
最愛你的人是我...
在我最需要你的時候
沒有說一句話就走
最愛你的人是我
對你付出了這麽多...
你卻沒有感動過




知道了分手的理由..
也明白你为什么这么做..
现在只求我能把你给忘了..
虽然已经把你给忘了..
可是看到你的时候，那种感觉还是会出现..
应该是我有认真爱过你吧..
看到你和她，虽然心有点不舒服..
但是却不能怎样..
因为我不再是你的谁..
所以根本就没有资格在乎，你心里到底有谁..
算了..
虽然每次想起你，心都会好痛好痛...
但是我会尽力把你忘得一干二净的..
我的心从来没有这么痛过..
你到底做了什么，能让我的心这么痛这么痛..


以后，如果你不了解我..
就不要说你喜欢我..
因为有可能因为你的不了解，我们不能在一起..
所以，我不想再犯同样的错。
不要在犯下轻易相信别人的爱的错..
因为有可能，他自己也没办法肯定...
他到底爱不爱我..
所以，如果你是真的..
那就证明给我看..
而不是嘴巴说了算..
我不是不能接受，而是不想再被伤害
虽然。。你占了我心中三分之一的位置。

我也说过，我以后就把我的心交给你保管
可是你把它摔破了
我的心碎到不能再碎了
现在只能等待某人的出现
帮我把我的心补回去
因为，我已经不懂得怎么照顾我的心了
应该是交给别人太久了吧
在等待某人出现的当儿
我会试着慢慢把一片一片的碎片拿起来，补回去
等到某人出现时，再把我的心，交给他

yu ren jie zhen de ke yi yu si ren

OMG, H1N1?!

This afternoon, dad received a call from pn chia ( or is it pn chia? )
and pn chia told him that we don't need to go school tmr, until friday.
Means we got 1 weeek holiday. HEHE
but..
she said someone in my class, kena h1n1
thats why we cant go to school
damn shit laaarh
we don go this week, next week go adi sure rush homework like shit wan, seriously -__-"


went mun lok's house
for project, end up doing ntg -__-
oh, got, his bro kao re gao gao! =)
and and , i know someone like who jor!
WAHAHAHAH :x
i called tim, alvin, veron, hy using re fone
and ask them to guess who am i
semua betul, only alvin, damn blur case -.-
but my voice ar, damn hard to recognize wan leh!
dun bliff hor, i can simply call someone and ask them
"ni zhi dao wo shi shui ma?"
they will answer u
"shui?"
xD
thn yinwen called me.
HAAHHA, to inform me about the h1n1
when mun lok tell re, re was like

"haaa? dun play la weihh"

LOL
this aint a joke weih!

God, he needs you right now
God bless u ben

I'm waiting for the night drifting away

On the waves of my dreams to another day.

Perhaps they are opening up a world
im only just starting to see the edges of.
An adult world.
Its scary and i dont like it.


You've given me strength to face the future.
I had to hold back tears.
I dont know where the future will take us, but i know you will be ok.
It might make me feel closer to you and there might be thing
i wished i could say to you.

p.s i love you