I hurt myself, so I can feel alive.

the one yesterday, who talks bad bout my bestf,
u better watch out.
ta hen chou? ni geng chou la!
jiu ha gang la lei, zao zao jing ji lar ni
Zzzz
hy, ignore them, they blind shit.
zz

Hello people :D


Hehehehe
slept damn early last night, woke up damn early this morning
memang zao shui zao qi, shen ti hao~
:D :D :D
nowadays always like that
maybe too tired adi gua
but like this only normal ma :D
right right right? xD

last time ar, morning slp, afternoon wake up, no good laaaa~
xD

OH! and, do you know that... i actually FORGOTTEN about got pbsm meeting yesterday?
a DREAM actually reminded me, hahah, how funny is that? xD

my dream goes like this ...

i was thinking about, what's on with wednesday...
thn think think, OH, RIGHT, there's pbsm meeting.
thn i fly up from the bed, look at the clock, omigosh, its 10PM
meaning im late, i was like omg wtf bbq -.-

thn i woke up, something like jump up. hahah
look at the clock
guess wat time is it?




















its frigging 6am in the morning!
damn wtf rite.. hahah
my dream remind me to ATTEND PBSM MEETING
wahliao eh
zhen shi hao xiao (:
i really siao adi.



meeting was (!#@$&(#$&(#@ $&@(&
nothing can describe it. LOL
marching, i know la, i suck at it
that stupid leon tai go laugh at me wor.
bai chi
lol -.-
i damn mu tou wan i tell u, i mean when i march, i dono what to do wan. HAHA
smore the sijil thing, dam hao xiao wan i tell you.
i smore need to do one last time wor, cause im the first ma
dono what tinggi di kanan, rendah di kiri makes me be the first one
HAHAHA, ya la, i know im tall
sry, just being perasan and i know im not :x

after marching then GAME~
kena LOVE STORY by beh the wen the yee lo!
i got phobia adi -_-
luckily helen and sh don sing it anymore
if not ar, hahaha, me and veron die kao jor lor

after meeting..




BA LA BA BA BA~ IM LOVIN` IT :D
its MC DONALD! :D
omg, i missed mcD ALOT weih!
1 month nvr go adi, ahah.
wen yee's mom fetch us there
thanks aunty! :D


recorded some stupid video, jin hoe making advertistment for McD
damn farnie, gonna post next time, now lazy la xD

thn go back school, as usual lo..
macam itu ..
like that..

during BC, me and hy chat like crazy. laugh like siao za bo only. LOL
eh hy, we havent finish talking about OSIM laaa.
that time kena adi wan call u de, but u go back class jor >.<



im quite satisfied with my BM paper 2 result ^^
but paper1 + paper 2 = KANASAI
if u wanna know ur BM result its like this gehh..

p1+p2
-------- X 90%
140


why so complicated? -.-
so yeah, nothing to be happy about also lar actually


aiks, i hate last 2 period. haha. =)

我的成绩， 比我想象中还要烂！
比烂更烂！
这是我生平第一次看不起我自己的分数
从来没有看不起任何人的
现在却自己看不起自己的分数
可想象，那是多么烂的分数
烂到我连看也不想看
想也不想想

以前总是不明白，为什么会有人因成绩差而跳楼自杀
那不是一件很愚蠢的事吗？
现在明白了，重点不在愚不愚蠢，重点在你可以接受吗
因为，这种感觉，只有当事人会有
其他人只会猜测
你说你懂，其实你根本不懂。

很多时候，我很开心，不是因为我真的很开心
而是不想让身边的朋友担心。
当然，我多半都是真的真的很开心的 :D

原来装作若无其事的样子真的很难
竟然被看穿了
不亏是我朋友
LOL
:)

though knew it, but still cant accept it
But, i have to.